First Gong Vol. 8: Thrust FIRST GONG 8 THRUST | Page 179

CONSCIOUS - - Olaolu Lawrence Ayeni I am as a walking corpse A living dead moving yet static Music blares at high decibels in my ears My heartbeat vanished retarding beyond here For a minute I forget all my troubles I'm creating music even better than Beethoven in heaven I'm living as one not aware of himself I’m in a world of my own detached from all but me and myself away from my troubles. How can I write music notation on a staff with eighty lines When all Handel used was five for the Hallelujah Chorus? How can I scribble on the staff with 26 letters A-Z When Laz Ekwueme only uses only 7 letters A-G? I am in a world of mine Aware of all things yet knowing nothing I am even not sure if I am a man I am not sure if DENRELE is a woman Yet my Adam's apple is EViE's delight - Olaolu Lawrence Ayeni EVie- play with earliest woman Eve representing womanhood and Ivie female Nigerian name,Denrele- Nigeria entertainer dresses and acts like a woman, Beethoven one of the leading global world composer and Laz Ekwueme ( Nigeria music professor , composer and music icon),Staff a form of music notation using 5lines and four spaces with alphabets A-G representing musical sounds 179