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VAIN - Andrew Whyte The ecclesiast is best known for two lines One about vanity which is a riff on the futility of existence The other, about the circularity of time as Eon, Chronos and Chairos About vanity, he was there before Camus and Rimbaud with all their existentialist posturing Before Nieztche and Schopenhauer and the will to power Vain as futile The futility of endeavour, like publishing a book, not peer reviewed and read only by you. Schooling as a Solicitor and winding up as a long distance truck driver. A Biochemistry professor as a mobile mechanic An MD as an auto medic Or maybe Vain as ephemeral, insubstantial Inconsequential Meaning nothing, adding no value, less than nothing. A ravished, ravaged face made up A distended belly tucked into a dress Vain because the face will be revealed And the belly will continue its journey South. Vain- prides in things you cannot and do not control Place of birth. Good genes. Good hair. Inherited wealth. A mainframe in an estate, for the outlier. Eight hours of daily music in a basement in Hamburg. That, ended badly in a stairwell with a gunshot for the outlier who compared himself with the Divinity. Vain and its cousins- vanity and vainglory. 148