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It’s Not Always PTSD PARTICIPATION = SUCCESS LOCAL 935 2020 MEETING SCHEDULE General meetings are open to all members, who are encouraged not only to attend but also to get involved and agendize any discus- sion topics or motions they wish to promote. Contact our Local 935 secretary Jen Miescher at [email protected] for details. Meanwhile, executive board meetings are closed to the wider membership but are re- quired per IAFF rules for our union leadership to conduct business in a formal manner. A reminder: earlier this year our membership voted in this schedule over the previous arrange- ment, which held an open meeting each month, with alternating dates described as “general” and “board” without a great distinction in procedure. So no, you’re not imagining—things used to be a little different! GENERAL November 12, 2019 @ 10am January 14, 2020 @ 10am March 10, 2020 @ 10am May 12, 2020 @ 10am July 14, 2020 @ 10am September 8, 2020 @ 10am E-BOARD: February 11, 2020 @ 10am April 14, 2020 @ 10am June 9, 2020 @ 10am October 13, 2020 @ 10am As a reminder all meetings take place at the Local 935 union hall: 7950 Cherry Ave. Suite 112 in the city of Fontana. By Mynda Ohs, PhD. For firefighters, the most serious reactions, the true red alerts—the conditions that can lead to clinical depression, breakdowns, drug and alcohol abuse and suicide—is PTSD. However, there are less serious signs that can be addressed early in their development such as burnout, secondary trauma and compassion fatigue. Being able to get after these early signs can decrease many negative symptoms, thus improve quality of life. Burnout happens when perceived demand overruns our resources to respond. If we use the cup analogy to demonstrate the level of stress experienced by firefighters, with most living at a half-full level on a regular basis, the demands of the job can push resources into overflowing. The resources can no longer keep up with the demands. The resulting burnout is a state of physical, mental and emotional exhaustion that happens over time. The symptoms can include from sleep disturbances, moodiness and interpersonal conflicts, fatigue and a lack of “bounce- back” ability, to feelings that one’s efforts are futile and accomplishments meaningless. One reason it’s so important to identify burnout is that if it’s untreated—if efforts are not made to drain some of the stressors out of that cup—it will move on to a more serious condition. Of course most of the time firefighters are able to process some of the stress and can deal with disturbing calls or situations. This can then lead to a belief that things will always resolve. That false belief, added to a “hey, just suck it up” culture, can get firefighters into bad situations, with cups overflowing. This is also where they seriously begin to doubt themselves and their ability to cope with the job. I have heard many say, “Why am I having a hard time dealing with this now, when I have dealt with much worse? What’s wrong with me?” As burnout persists, it gradually transitions by adding more serious symptoms to the toxic stew: social withdrawal and depersonalization, deep cynicism and irritability, chronic low energy and exhaustion and a troubling sense of being underappreciated. Then, secondary or vicarious trauma comes in as the final ingredient that brings on compassion fatigue. Secondary/vicarious trauma is the result of witnessing the suffering of others. It can strike anyone who has no choice but to constantly observe what other people are going through. Again, we all have our cups and we all have stress. But because a firefighter starts every day with a cup that is half-full or close to brimming over, it isn’t the same. Secondary trauma results from the buildup of empathizing with another’s suffering, then being haunted by the constant visualization of that person’s experience. Every firefighter can tell you about that call, the one they dread responding to, the calls (and, trust me, there are more than just one) that are stored in that slideshow in their brain. Firefighters who help traumatized people don’t just go home and forget about them. They can become fixated on them, reexperiencing the events of the call, using their energies to numb themselves or avoid anything that brings back the memories, wondering what they could have done differently, if what they do day-in and day-out makes any difference at all. When you are burdened with the suffering of others, it’s easy to get tired of caring. Compassion fatigue isn’t the result of one call or a traumatic situation. It’s simply being tired of caring. Firefighters can handle stress, even acute stress. They know bad things can happen. Work brain allows them to take their share of horrible sights and frightening situations in stride. In addition, there are a lot of bad things they deal with which they firmly push out of the forefront of their minds, that they ignore or try to forget. In the early stages of burnout, first responders can be totally unaware it’s even happening, due to their walling-off so much of the bad stuff. That’s when the effects of secondary or vicarious trauma stress set in. When compassion fatigue grabs hold, you don’t want to care anymore. Maybe you let yourself go. Everything seems like too much trouble: sexual intimacy, going to the gym, eating properly, having a purpose. You can become angry, hypervigilant and forgetful. Self-doubt and anxiety interrupt or prevent sound sleep. You might think you should do something about this, but you feel overwhelmed, apathetic, eaten away by self-doubt. Your life becomes a list of things you used to enjoy, used to spend time doing. Now you can’t be bothered. Now you make excuses not to go places with your significant other. You avoid your family. You try to avoid any calls that might be critical and anything at all that might remind you of the event that keeps flashing before your eyes. You can’t turn off the thoughts. You can worry that you’re weak, that you are no longer fit to serve. You are neither. You’re just in the grip of compassion fatigue. This is a red alert and will require some outside help. This can be a peer supporter, chaplain, family or a culturally competent clinician. Do you know how to access these types of resources or if your department provides them? Stay tuned, the next issue will discuss how to access services of all types. All meetings begin at 10am All members are encouraged to attend General Meeting as E-Board meetings are now closed to General Members 6 FIREWIRE • FALL 2019 Dr. Mynda Ohs is a nationally recognized expert and speaker on firefighter mental health issues, and is a culturally-competent mental health clinician with nearly 20 years experience in crisis intervention and suicide prevention. Dr.Ohs is the author of Fully Involved Life: A Guide to Being in a Relationship with a Firefighter. She is a former first responder, wife and mother. Learn more about Dr. Ohs on her website www.FullyInvolvedLife.com. This is her second contribution to FIREWIRE. FALL 2019 • FIREWIRE 7