Far Horizons: Tales of Sci-Fi, Fantasy and Horror. Issue #20 November 2015 | Page 36

there. I called in sick to work. My voice was cracked and rough from fleeing so no one challenged me, though I hoped they hadn’t caught me walking as a few of the staff drove down the same road to reach the library. I pulled all the curtains, even shut the doors upstairs so I would be aware if something opened them to slip downstairs. Afterwards I made myself a cup of tea, to try and shift the paranoia building inside me, the ritual of heating the kettle and pouring it over the tea leaves, simmering it and adding milk, calmed my nerves. It was ordinary, simple, and so familiar. I realised that was what had upset me about the creature. It was a startling entity in my familiar and ordinary morning. It hadn’t whisked me to another plane, scared me with visions. Instead it had merely stood on a street I walked down nearly every day, infiltrated my regular life with it stark otherworldliness. That had been the most terrifying aspect of it. It didn’t belong in my world, in the daylight. By the mid-afternoon I craved the fresh air, the feel of soil on my feet. I was already feeling my mind loosen. The more I tried to hide from the creature, and a small part of me, the daring side wanted to fling open the back door and greet my doom in the sunlight. I didn’t actually fling the door open, more tentatively inched it more and more open as I peered through the gap. Even then, nothing was waiting for me. I stood on the threshold, breathing deeply, my hands clenched into fists as I waited for the attack. And waited. Nothing. Had it all been in my mind? A slip in my grasp of reality? A nightmare clinging to me in my waking hours? But what had it been? How was I the only one that had seen it? I took my tea to the living room, flumping onto the sofa and sighing heavily. I must not be in my right mind, though I could see no reason why I wouldn’t be. I wasn’t suffering from lack of sleep or on medication. I had never seen visions before. In fact until this morning, I had been overwhelmingly normal. I checked my laptop, wondering dimly if anyone had replied to my message about the mushroom, though it seemed of little importance now. I should phone a doctor instead or start researching white shadow creatures. I did neither of these things, instead reading the pointless messages—people expressing interest but no knowledge. I spent the day hiding within the walls of my house, wishing for company but dreading having to explain my erratic behaviour. I imagined the creature waiting outside, pressing its void of a face against the glass, its long fingers searching for cracks, ways of getting in. I checked the house several times, each time getting more hysterical, looking in drawers and under the beds, searching for something that wasn’t The garden had changed in the night— unbelievably so—and I stepped outside to better grasp what had taken place. Yesterday only one mushroom had been huddled between the strawberries, but now hundreds were sprouting from the ground, clustering together like friends whispering secrets. They spread from the second tier up onto the third, the other vegetables wilting in their presence, shrinking away from them. All of them were like gleaming white trumpets, veined with gold and large, just about able to fit in the palm of my hand. Mushrooms normally liked damp and dark but these were growing unnaturally under the rays of the sun. I gazed at them, my toes inches from the soil they had taken over and wondered—as one might thoughtlessly muse about stepping into traffic—if I should eat them. No sooner had the thought passed through my brain, than another followed, louder this time, more urgent. Eat them. I crouched, reaching for the nearest clusters and pulled them from the soil, silvery roots hanging like threads. I forgot why I had entered the garden, hurrying back inside, into the kitchen with the back door still open. 36