4. Feelings strike back!
(I wish my dreams, reach beyond the pale, for within it lies only your desire & desires of you, the
complete anointment of my soul through life of love!)
From the ethos of my dreams
I feel a figure of light
Completely dismembering my nexus
Amidst the total darkness
Towards the infinite existence of love
Susceptibility was ne’er sought, Parried as I ought
(Your inner beauty and pulchritudinous appearance are very congenial making you the epitome of
feminine passion..)
Impalpability harnessed, evasive rebellious impression
The feelings yield beyond soft contemplation
Beloved I cannot be but my love’s ad infinitum
Not to lay any claims as mere words ne’er affirms
(The only thing I have perfected in life is I always think of you. Even in the infinitely small moment.)
I am lost within the shadow of being
Lost the will, lost the heart
by MTM
5. Questioning the fantasy or the lover?
Thoughts lead to desires or desires lead to thoughts?
Can I count my heart breaks or was it always broken?
It is obtaining I seek or the greater art of tragedy?
Can I escape the fear of failure or the impossibility of fulfillment?
Should I trust my thinking or the feelings?
Is love the meaning or just fantasy?
by MTM