Family & Life Magazine Issue 4 | Page 38

OP-ED My 2 cents on... …Explaining Loss to Children By Sherlin Giri In this exclusive series, our guest columnistsparents weigh in on the issues that are closest to their hearts. This month, a mother shares with us how she explained the idea of death to her young children, when the man in their lives suddenly passes away. The death of a loved one is possibly the most devastating thing that can happen to anyone. It is all the more painful when death comes suddenly and tragically to take the life of a beloved. What is left is a gaping hole in the heart and psyche, for which no amount of consolation and comforting can suture. When death claimed my husband in a car crash in July this year, I was left not only widowed but suddenly, the sole parent of two young children, my daughter Samara, aged seven and my son, Shiraz aged five. It was not just the life we had built as husband and wife that had crashed in that accident. Along with it, my children lost all possibility of growing up with Daddy, with whom to witness and experience life’s milestones and to co-create the story of our lives. As adults, we can still grasp the stark reality of death and knowing that we will never see Daddy again in this life. But try explaining that to a child, who does not even know where heaven or what a soul is. A child who asks, “Does that mean that Daddy can fly now?” Therefore, when people ask me how the kids are handling it, it’s a tricky question to answer. For adults, we’ve had a lifetime of socialisation and experience to understand the concept of death. Children, on the other hand, do not understand death the way we do. So, when Daddy died, there was a lot of explaining to do. During the wake, I took them to the coffin and explained to them that this was Daddy’s body that was left behind while his soul departed to be with the angels. I felt it was necessary because, due to the accident, his face was somewhat disfigured and heavily made up. It did not look like Daddy. I explained that Daddy had make up on to cover the lacerations and to look presentable in the coffin. But it was okay because his body no longer feels anything as his soul has left. I made a conscious decision to involve the children whenever I could during the funeral. After the eulogy, Samara sang I Have A Dream by Abba, as friends and family paid their last respects. It was Samara’s request to sing and thankfully, many voices joined us heartily to lend 38 Family & Life • Dec 2013/Jan 2014 support to her little, unwavering voice. It was a magical moment in the bleakness of our loss and an experience that gave us a ray of hope just before we saw Daddy for one last time. They were not present when I collected the ashes to be scattered in the sea either. I felt that they had a healthy, wholesome memory of Daddy a 2