Faith Heart Magazine | Page 23

FAITH HEART FEATURE WHAT IF I HAD MY DAUGHTER GRACIA ABORTED? RONELYN RAMONES God Has Favored Me with His Grace HANNAH Grace, the younger of my two siblings, whose name was derived from the Bible which means “God has favored me with His grace” will be nine this November. She is taller and fuller than most Filipino children of her age. In fact, even though she is the youngest in her Grade 4 class, she is one of the tallest with her 140-centimeter height and much taller than her sister, KC, who happens to be her classmate who will also be ten come January next year. She is so vibrant and full of life. She has a quick smile and dotes on me as her mother. We have had little “quarrels” on things like what shoes or dress she had to wear, but frankly, I always miss those quarrels because they always end with her tight embrace and sweet kisses. How time flies! It’s as if it were only yesterday when this girl, my daughter Gracia or Asiang as I call her, was just a speck of life in my womb. I could never imagine what life without her by my side would be like if I had only followed the wish of her father before we were told by my obstetrician to have another child. Ronelyn Ramones It had only been four weeks after a successful normal, spontaneous delivery of our first-born child, KC, when an unexpected finding revealed—another breath of life was inside my womb. Of course, we were surprised. Mixed emotions streamed through my veins. Though none of us expected this one, I felt like I was on cloud nine when I learned that our first-born was going to have her sibling so soon. My heart was filled with incomparable delight because I considered this unexpected conception to be a big blessing from God. I thought my husband would be happy as well for another blessing that would complete our family tree, but to my surprise, I noticed something wrong with him. No longer did I see the smile on his face which I usually saw during my first conception. Whenever we talked and planned for our second baby, he would not utter a word nor smile, and that surprised me very much. Faith Heart Magazine l 20