Faith Crafter Magazine 1 2016 | Page 7

The anticipation of opening myself up and sharing very vulnerable struggles is finally over. I’m amazed at the responses I’ve received from so many people that are connecting with this message about their own personal struggles of not feeling worthy. There’s so much beauty and healing when we realize we are not alone. It truly is a miracle. Could you please, share your testimony about how you became a Christian? I grew up in church but as a child church just meant Christmas plays, Sunday school class and memorizing bible verses. When I was 13-yearsold a friend took me to a Christian concert and I had an overwhelming desire to accept Christ at the end when they had an alter call. more than anything in the world that I could get my time back before the day of my diagnosis. I felt like I had let life slip right through my hands. It was gut wrenching. How did you and your family manage to hold on to God and your faith during this difficult time? Sometimes when thrown in a crisis you either run to God or away from God. You’re either all in or all out. We were all in. We Fully Relied On God! In what ways has your life changed after being healed from cancer? What was your thoughts and struggles the first period directly after your cancer diagnosis? Physically I try and live in more awareness that my body is a temple where the Holy Spirit dwells. I educated myself on how to take better care of myself nutritionally. I’ve had a spiritually healing as well since cancer. I have an intimate relationship with Christ like I never imagined. I was scared and very angry. I felt like I was violated because I had a deadly disease running rampant throughout my body and I had no control. I wished I have read this statement on your blog several times, “Who am I to be a walking testimony of God’s miracles? I really never felt worthy of His grace and ‘ I felt like I had let life slip right through my hands. Faith Crafter January 2016 www.faithcrafter.com 7