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Back in England, in the weeks that run at tilt toward Christ- mas, it is warm and muggy, and I think all the time about cacti. I think about putting my fingers to the pavement in San Francisco and about the sweat that ran down my back, that ran between my breasts, the sun that kept me in bed for days for fear when I first arrived – why is it still there, when will it end? The first night that it rained in California I thought the bath had run over upstairs. Lay in bed anyway, let the water pour through the ceiling. But when the sound didn’t stop, and no deluge appeared through the plaster, it was known to be rain. I unlocked the front door and walked barefoot into the street, stood in the wet dark song of the water. Harriet Smith-Hughes Joke-shop Then you ask why I don’t live here, / Honey, I can’t believe that you’re for real Looking at the symbols on the map I couldn’t read, like the wide-shot from a movie where you see them shooting someone from a really, really long way off with a bazooka, yelling he tries to run for cover, blasted into nothing with the impact of the shell, I felt a crowd form in a square around a plinth, maybe waiting for an execution, if this country is the kind of place that still does public executions. We went inside a joke-shop, which seemed like a good idea at the time. I said, ‘Does my face look big in this?’ You said, ‘I don’t think your idea for a remake of Groundhog Day (1993) is worth it,’ and ‘Let’s buy everything we see’. This sign means whatever you want it to. This one means: Caution: Objects in this mirror may be closer than they appear! I tried to work out how magicians cut a woman’s form in half, or why the whole place suddenly felt changed. At a news-stand, we saw about the accidental deaths of several wedding guests unknowingly drinking crocodile poison. I said I hadn’t known that crocodiles were poisonous. You said, ‘Is there a word for ‘cash machine’ in Latin?’ I say “tomato,” you say “tomato”. I say “never call this number again,” you say, “you called me”. The people who I guessed were criminals were piled up on a wagon, waiting to be drawn away and buried on the outskirts of the town. A stranger told us that they’d got to choose how they’d be done, and said how one had laughed and laughed as he was tickled to exhaustion in the street. ‘What d’you think this means?’ I said, pointing downwards at the map. ‘I guess that must be that,’ you said, gesturing a coming storm. Unmute Something about this thing has been de- capitated, right? and I’m still being unable to grasp the lighting of one flame from another. This image is minimalist. This one’s ‘world-famous’. One blink for yes, two blinks for yes, just as fifty-nine times forty-six equals the answer you need. Listening to the sound of people taking notes by hand all their breathing rescued from the rapids through a department store at night and the main guy from that magazine is one of the craziest episodes of something, walking through the gallery’s main entrance just in the nick of time after dark, but can you even hear me, like, at all? Rowland Bagnall Henri Rousseau goes to sleep You were a plumber’s son, you walked with the cabinet-maker’s daughter in the Parisian winter sun. You stopped at the taxidermist to show her dead cats in glass boxes, glass-roofed palaces, glass-eyed foxes. But the Parisian sleet fell in Perfect verticality on the roofs of the great glass-houses, so where did you find that slanted rain, heavy skies, orange moon, that fat little girl with her sad monkey eyes? She lifts up her skirts and flashes her chubby things, as your cloaked, scarved, booted and hatted détracteurs all stood, stared, tuttered and muttered: such things do not grow in our glass-houses. Sand-heavy and sleeping, one deserted gypsy bravely dreaming of Yadwigha on her sofa; of leaves as tough as rubber of nights teeming with shadows and strange faces in the foliage. If they had screwed the top off the head of this particular Customs Officer, back then, in nineteen-ten, perhaps instead of another organ for their jars: mad tresses of greenery, red eyes of wild things in the bushes, that hot wind he could not have known, those heavy skies he never saw. Lauren Colee Bert is Evil The show’s been written to be seen As if through screens of water, to collapse // The distance research shows between The viewer and certain of the puppets. Perhaps Before a live studio-audience I Blow through Kermit like a jazz-flute, like a breeze // Through suddenly un-scrapered sky. What am I up to? My neck in blood, my knees In ash. Laughter wobbles like a doll, Never or always falling, the looping clips // Of flocks of bombs are looped. The Viewer Poll Shows soaring ratings as I rip off Gonzo’s lips, Like real-time online news expanding from a stem. bertisevil.tv/pages/bert038.htm Adam Heardman