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EXERT & EXHALE able to maintain. I still do. On the other hand, I hated the very notion that people would consider me weak-minded for not being able to lose weight and keep it off the traditional way. I can remember the justification I made in my head. “If the insurance company denies me, that’s OK. I’ll still be fat, but I can work on it again, and when I lose all this weight on my own, everyone will look at me as strong.” I could hear my inner voice chuckling. Anyway, the six months rolled by. I lost a little weight on my own and the insurance company, to my surprise, accepted the cost of the surgery in full. I was a mixture of scared and ecstatic. Scared to tell my friends and family that I was taking the “easy” way out. But then I started to attend all of these meetings with Dr. John Oldham and my other doctors at the Bariatric Center at Baptist East Hospital in preparation for the surgery. They wanted to make sure I knew this wasn’t an easy fix. It was cemented into my head that this was going to be tough. I couldn’t leave the place any of the umpteen times I went without hearing something to the effect of “Remember, this surgery is just a tool in helping you lose weight. If you don’t use the tool, the tool becomes useless.” In other words, I have to get over the psychological addiction I have with food as well. The vertical sleeve gastrectomy procedure, commonly referred to as the “sleeve” would remove 90 percent of my stomach. Ninety percent. But, the addiction to food for many can be so overwhelming that the stomach removal just It’s Your Life... Live it in Health! doesn’t matter. The patient still eats even though they receive signals of being full way quicker than they ever had before. It’s yet another reason I am afraid to share my story. Because here I am – my story thrown on paper with ink that will last forever – and if my addiction wins out over my new “tool,” I’ll want to literally eat every one of the magazines this story was printed on as a way to shred the evidence of me having ever told my story. BUT I DID IT But, that’s the chance I took on Nov. 6, 2017. Pain after surgery was real. Making me walk an hour after leaving the surgery floor as to get my body back to normal as quickly as possible – not fun. Eating broth and drinking liquid protein 25TH ANNUAL THROO THE ZOO 5K RUN/WALK Presented by Norton Audubon Hospital May 12, 2018, 8 - 10 am Chiropractic Care Nutritional Counseling Corrective Exercises Spinal & Postural Screenings Lifestyle Advice Physiotherapy WELLNESS CARE FOR ALL AGES Adults | Children | Newborns RASMUSSEN CHIROPRACTIC LLC Since 1985 2652 Charlestown Road, New Albany, IN 47150 812.949.2273 | www.rasmussenchiro.com 52 EXTOL : JUNE/JULY 2018 Join us for this unique 5K road race that goes “Throo” the Zoo. Watch the Zoo wake up while supporting important conservation education programs. Dress in your favorite animal costume to win fun prizes. Can’t make the race? Check out the new Virtual 5K option. Register at LouisvilleZoo.org/run