Extol April-May 2018 | Page 30

EXPERIENCE each other facing their fears together. As a moody, arthritic person obsessed with his weight and scared of doing new or uncomfortable things, this plunge seemed to be just what I needed. Armed with all of the knowledge I could want, I enjoyed the camaraderie and tea, which felt like a pre-game has helped allay some of my fears as we headed lakeward. I knew what to expect in my body, and my mind was set on doing this thing, facing this fear. In reality, nothing can really prepare you for the first time getting in water that cold. The temperature of the water that day was 53 degrees, which doesn’t sound that bad. A 53-degree day is actually pretty nice, sunny and mild. The same temperature in water is not so nice. The last person to wade out to the group, I ditched the robe and thought to myself, Just go out quick, get covered fast, yank the Band-Aid off, so to speak. I was not expecting how my breath would be taken away. I had a hard time forming full sentences (though curse words came easy), and I can only imagine the look I had on my face. DEAM LAKE At the time, I would have told you I was out there up to my chest for at least 10 minutes. In reality, I lasted 90 seconds, but I am proud of that minute and a half. In 90 seconds, I felt the sting of blood rushing out of my extremities to keep my core warm and my skin numb. I held on as long as I could before heading back to shore. The more seasoned group stayed in the water up to 15 minutes, laughing and talking before casually making their way back. To say I enjoyed the experience would be a bit of a lie. I did enjoy the company, the camaraderie, the snacks and the tea. I do feel like I faced and conquered a huge fear, and feel like I do not have to be so “I will never do that” all the time. Maybe it was psychosomatic, but my shoulder didn’t ache in its usual, arthritic way, (although maybe I was just numb.) Also, if the weight loss aspect turns out to be true, I could be persuaded to make it a regular thing. Summer is coming and my swimsuit was a bit snug. HUBER WINERY STARLIGHT DISTILLERY