Exclusif Entertainment August 2014, Issue 5 | Page 22

"Bargaining with God about my eternal life was the only thing I wanted to discuss - The pills and alcohol were having an effect and I began to black out..... 'finally the pain will cease.' Waking up 3 days later in Potomac Ridge Mental Institution, I opened my eyes and all I could see was God - As He held me in his arms I begin to realize He left His throne and went all the way to hell to rescue me. For the first time in 20 years I could feel a sense of freedom that was embodying me. God let me know that He could not and would not bargain with my eternal life and so with all His grace & mercy He gave me another chance to get it right. friends and family members who are still bound and it gives them hope, that some people are still bound themselves and Lisa's story has given them hopeā€¦ I am excited that the Lord had faith in me when I didn't have faith in myself!!!! Love lifted me - When nothing else could help Love lifted me. The love of Jesus Christ is crazy amazing and so I live & breath for Him alone! Thank you Jesus!!!!! - I don't reminisce to reopen the wounds or to revisit the pain but I reminisce to remind myself of t H[X^