The Girl I Had Loved
by S.W.
Where is that girl that I had loved?
Her fun smile is nothing but frown on her face
She cries knowing that nothing will change about her.
She looks at herself as an ugly creature who will never be loved.
Where is that girl that I loved?
She wanted to be a lot
She had goals as a kid, but realized she didn’t fit the picture
All she does cry and nobody understands why she tears.
Where is that girl that I loved?
She is over there rubbing her arm in her small room
A room shared for three but the others sleep in the living room now
She looks at her skin and realizes that she is different from everyone
And that no matter how much she tries her look won’t change
Where is that girl that I loved?
She grew up and her life got worse
She feels pain and never lets no one why she cries
She blames herself for why she her life is this way
She tries to keep a peaceful mind but the pain just comes back
Where is that girl that I loved…she sat here an cried writing this poem