Some people who never walk in my shoes or walking/walked in my shoes will never understand, they think because they are announcing to
me that they will pray for me or give me religious mundane cliché, platitude will ease the pain. Sadly to say, it does not work that way. I just ask people
it is best to say nothing to me or research how to converse with a grieving mother because you can say trigger words that tear me emotional down some
more. I do not need to be prejudging about my grieving process like others do not want them to prejudge about their life style. I ask people to respect
my wishes as they want someone to respect theirs. I live everyday with the horrific images how my son’s life was taken in detail.
Answers to question 5: My goal is to get justice for my son’s demise, get law
changes in his name for innocent people lives who was taken by a reckless
bus drives so they can be held accountable for countless lives they stolen
for the victims, get the street named after him where his life was taken,
get on a major talk show to share my story so it can be internationally
publicize, do a documentary on my son, raise money for the Deshon Johnson
College Scholarship Foundation and a Noneillah recording studio in his
name to teach the youth about the business part of the music industry/
entrepreneurship by selling his Noneillah collection, promote his dream to get
everyone to hear his music around the globe and a statue of him in his honor.
Q6: is their a hero in your life! Answers to question 6
My son was my only hero in my life.
Q7: is there anything about your life that if you could, you would change,
would you do it all again?
Yes, I would have never gave into this female Alicia who begged me
to have a reading by a Psychic in New York, who told me in 2011 that she sees
no children in my future. Listen to my son when he told me that I am close to
the family than they are too me, they will not be there for me ongoing when
I really need them and stop doing for them a lot because they take from me
more than they give to me. The family is more an enabler than an abler in my
life success/journey. Listen to my inner voice. Plus more other stuff I would
like to change, I am unable to share at this giving time.
Answers to question 8
I am thankful for my Grandmother and my son Deshon
who had a strong impact in my life.
Answers to question 9
I like to see some of these hip hop artist with their pants
hanging down fashion disappear in the community and the young lady hip
hop artist/entertainers stop revealing too much of their body parts. I believe
women in the entertainment world with fashion statement can be sexy with
reveling less body part. I believe fashion should be sexy not trashy. Sadly
to say, some of the young entertainers does not take in realization on what
you wear can set a tone on stereotype behavior projected on them. We live
in a world that some people prejudge you for what you wear before getting
to know who you are, especially in the entertainment business. As a former
teacher I witness my students emulate entertainers because they do not have
a positive role model at home so they take to entertainers. Being in the
entertainment business you become a role model weather you want to or not.
Therefore, I hope to see the fashion in our community evolves in teach the
young man it is not cool to have your pass hanging down to the point you
can see your butt and be label as a thug. Because, some ethnicity put in their
mind that all young people are thugs with their pants hanging and that is not
always the truth. I hope to see in our community with fashion for the young
ladies you do not have to wear clothing that revels your breast or body to be
sexy or to be notice. There is clothing that makes you look noticeable to a guy
without being revealing. We as ladies need to leave something to the guy’s
imagination. Young ladies need to know where to draw the line. We have
fashion clothing to wear to the beach, in the house, in the bedroom, to special
occasion etc. In some of these community/entertainment need to learn, what
fashion attire is acceptable for certain occasion
Answers to question 10
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