Emmanuel Magazine January/February 2018 | Page 6

Emmanuel EUCHARIST: LIVING & EVANGELIZING Eucharistic Journey: Epiphany — From the Outside In by Aaron K. Kerr Epiphany reminds us that there is a journey to be made, one of mystery, encounter, and transformation. Aaron K. Kerr is Assistant Professor of Philosophy at Gannon University, Erie, Pennsylvania, and a new contributor to Emmanuel. Christmas tends to be a festival of inwardness: family and friends, intimate gatherings, connecting again with relatives. We may unbridle our nostalgia and rehearse customs of familiarity. And just before the feast of Epiphany, we celebrate the Holy Family and honor the roles of father and mother and the holiness that the family will cultivate for the good of all. These intimacies strengthen our identity and maintain within us a confirmed truth, namely, that Jesus is with us in the most cherished parts of our lives. However, inwardness and the attempt to recapture past intimacies can leave us disappointed. Time cannot be frozen; neither can our souls. To grow, we must seek nourishment from without. Today, what many have called the “therapeutic culture” strips us of our desire to engage externals because we are so focused on some idea of the self that we confine our experience, thus weakening our desire to discover truth beyond ourselves. Certainly, the Eucharist is the medicine or remedy for this tendency. And I suggest that Matthew’s Gospel is a testimony to the truth that conversion moves us from the outside in, not the inside out. The story of the Magi exemplifies this. Epiphany expresses that the incarnate Word is on the move and the whole world is set in motion by his self-emptying love. Matthew captures this tremor when he describes wise ones who move out of their familiarity, their certainty, their status as revered figures in order to search for One who disrupts. Epiphany challenges us to question what we think certain, to look to those different from ourselves in order to gain wisdom, and to trust in the journey when we have no clue about what is around the corner. That ambiguity manifests our