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eCREATIVE “I absolutely love it. It’s my home away from home,” she said. “When I’m there painting, I’m in my own world. It’s the best therapy there is.” Over the years, Wagner has sold her paintings for hundreds of dollars with other larger, commissioned pieces going for thousands. “People have gotten so much joy from my work and that has brought me so much happiness,” she said. In 2015, Heather Wagner took a brave, new step in her journey as an artist. She decided to exhibit her some of her personal paintings at the Cherry Building’s annual Holiday Open House. “There is something very scary about painting what you really feel without worrying about whether it’s going to sell. That’s how you know you’re being honest with yourself.” For years Heather painted alone in her studio, pouring her vulnerability, insecurities, and pain onto dozens of canvasses. Then she hid them from public view. “When I was painting for myself, I didn’t want people to see how much I was really hurting,” she explained. “I have stacks of my paintings in my basement that I’ve never shown to anyone.” Wagner says the inspiration for her exhibit at the holiday event came earlier in 2015 while she was teaching a class for trauma survivors. “I was helping people in the class use creativity to ease the affect of the traumas they had experienced,” she said. “I saw and heard everything they had been through, and I thought, ‘I can do this too.’ It was a real turning point for me.”