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Man from Scratch by Ash Chase
When I wear feminine clothing I feel misplaced . Uncomfortable . I look down at the undergarment covering my biggest reasoning for my mental undoing . This is the only way I know how to keep them hidden ; however , they are the complete opposite . I see in the reflective glass the girl I don ’ t know , wearing that tight V-neck shirt and skinny ripped jeans . She ’ s trying too hard to make it work . " Everyone can notice ." " They are watching ." " They see your placebo body ." I feel as though I ’ ve been swapped with someone else ’ s body . I don ’ t know why I ’ m feeling this way … " This isn ’ t right ." Maybe I ’ m not doing it right … " This isn ’ t you ." . . . I ’ ve abandoned dresses failed at makeup