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“ This is how it ' s supposed to feel ,” they say . The emotions I used to feel so strongly are now clawing at a fence . They ’ re trying to escape but the mood stabilizer won ' t let them . “ Stay in line ,” it says . I am now colorblind . The colors of the world are muted , Gray and sticky . My emotions are prisoners . I am a prisoner . But better to be a prisoner than be psychotic .