XI Now what the hell has any of this got to do with psionics ?
When you do psionics you are doing something that is sort of forbidden but can no longer actually be forbidden . Psionics is something that should not work . It is something that sane people should stay away from . It is something that scares the living bejesus out of folks when they see it work because it is something so far removed from their ordinary experience of living that they cannot believe their eyes .
And that is just the psionics itself . Now when you add what we do with it , breaking every law of god and man , doing nasty things just because they are nasty , well , that requires a certain mindset , the mindset of the hunter pursuing his prey , without conscience , without remorse , pursuing for the pleasure of the pursuit . You will learn that when you blow the living hell out a city just because it was there that instead of the pangs of conscience and terror for the fate of your immortal soul that the monkish chroniclers and idiot Wiccans would have you expect , you will feel a pleased satisfaction from a job well done . When you get that , you have to know , beyond any shadow of doubt , that the feeling is what is right and the preaching is what is wrong .
This is important . This is the most important thing you have to deal with if you are to be the predator rather than the prey .
Conscience kills !
I mean that most literally ! You have to understand that the Wiccan " law of Three ," Karma , and Hell ( in its various manifestations depending on which religion is talking ) are all total bullshit . There are no such things , except in the human imagination but the human imagination can create all manner of trouble .
The trouble comes from what we can term an " attractive thoughtform ," meaning a thoughtform unconsciously created that attracts things to the person . If a person buys into Karma , for example , he will build in his etheric body a thoughtform that corresponds to the whatever concept of Karma he ascribes to , usually a sort of retributive justice thing . And that thoughtform will work against him every time he breathes because no matter what he does in life he is going to do something that will set that damned thing off . And even if you are smart enough not to consciously buy into it , you have probably heard it enough that it is laying dormant in your subconscious just waiting to cause trouble .
And what does it do ?