this happening in movies and now she is facing all this in her life. She just hopes that like all movies, she also encounters a happy ending.
She is extremely dedicated towards her studies and never allowed any hurdle to intervene between her and her studies. But this problem was like a hurricane that had affected her deeply which posed a lot of ruckus in her exams. Even while writing the exam paper she finds it difficult to keep herself away from the thoughts that are bothering her and keep a concentration on that exam.
This time Sriash’ s good luck wishes are not with her, but his feel can never drift away from her. It is his feel that has made her strong like an iron rod thereby permitting no obstacle to hit her.
She doesn’ t find interest in anything. Things that used to give her fantasy, are no more important to her. The favourite things of her life like shopping, roaming etc. do not give her any pleasure now. The grief residing inside her is reflected through her eyes, that have shrinked a lot. Her bright shining face has taken form of a dull face. Her inner and outer beauty both have faded, that were highly admired by Sriash.
She knows that time only will heal the hard time and it itself needs time to do so. She is continuing her journey without him but his memories are like a brick wall that cannot be broken so easily.
CHAPTER: 19
This year she will not be able to celebrate his birthday with him. She has no scope of calling him. For so many years she has celebrated his birthday with extra enthusiasm and excitement. And now life is showing them this phase where they can’ t even talk to each other. So she is praying to God every time to impart her wishes to him through her prayers.
Surrounded with these views, she was out of town for attending some function. She is present there physically, but is all the time thinking of Sriash. She wants to wish him on his special day but is frightened to take any step which might not be ethical.
The day before his birthday she has been out with her kins where she is least interested to enjoy with them. Her fake smile is there to hide her sorrow.
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