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Master creates the conditions of pain and suffering within which I can break open and apart without fearing irreparable harm .
Smitty : Perhaps this is an idea which we should stress . Many submissives , masochists alike , are concerned that they can become abused in the wrong way if they tell others about their needs . Those abuses can be small , like mockery , or great as in dishing out pain which causes mental trauma , or injuries which result in permanent damage . Brutal Master maybe a sadist , but he is a professional , a known commodity . So you personally sought him out ?
Ruchami : Yes , I sought out Brutal Master because I admire his work as a sadist and I wanted to experience it for myself .
Smitty : His videos includes a lot of humiliation . He calls you “ dog ” among other things . Also I noticed he asked you some very intimate questions , and even insulted you while he tortured you . He also makes it clear that you are on camera . He makes that humiliation public . How did that make you feel ? broken open by it .
Smitty : I ’ ve met some of the women who have “ performed ” for him . As sadistic as he may seem to be , the other women feel that very same attraction . They seem to crave it and return again and again . May I ask if you would return if asked ?
Ruchami : Yes , absolutely .
Smitty : So many women who crave this sort of treatment often say , “ I feel safe with him .” Have you felt this way too ? Can you explain this phenomenon of “ safe suffering ” to our readers please ?
Ruchami : I entrust Brutal Master with my life and survival when I ’ m with him , and that ’ s a trust he ’ s earned through extensive knowledge , technical skills , attentiveness and responsiveness , experience and expertise . I can show up , strip naked and kneel before him with no prenegotiated plan other than my suffering . I can kneel naked before him knowing that he will inflict pain on my body until pain breaks through every last defense to break open the depths of my undefended psyche . I need to be brought through pain and into suffering , and kept there in suffering until I break open and apart . I am grateful for how Brutal
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