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Ruchami : Her very first time
Smitty catches up with Ruchami , who has recently performed in videos on BrutalMaster . com
Ever wonder what it would be like to be featured in a BDSM video ? Most , of course , would rather not be . Most would find the whole idea downright degrading . Perhaps , however , a certain few might be so intrigued . They would be inclined to try , except for any number of practical concerns . Fewer still may really desire to do so , all except they lack the courage to try .
And can you blame them ? Take for example , one particular website known as BrutalMaster https :// brutalmaster . com / . This is not just another BDSM site . It is not a series of pretend , pose-and-scream clips . Each of these sessions are announced , “ Welcome to Helll ” And Hell it is . This is not for the squeamish . There is no acting on camera , nothing staged .
BrutalMaster pushes his female subjects as far as human limits will endure , humiliates them , binds them , often whips them until their skin becomes raw , red , blistered , and bleeding . The sessions are all about sadomasochism taken to the extreme . This is a special dynamic , the interaction between a sadist and a masochist is authentic , intense , and very deep . BrutalMaster recently featured a new and very attractive woman ( he called her “ Dog ”), who was one of those special few who and sought him out on her own . Believe it or not , what you see is fully consensual . This author just happens to know a few other women who have been featured . They speak of him highly and even express a desire to return someday . And just like the rest , this was her first appearance on any site every . BrutalMaster ! Of all the sites ! And for the very first time !
But why ? Curiosity got the best of me . I had to track her down and ask . I found her quite friendly , open , and highly articulate . For the purposes of this interview , we have agreed to call her Ruchami .
Smitty : Hello , Ruchami . Smitty here , friend of Brutal Master and writer for Darkside Magazine .
Ruchami : Hello , Smitty-- Thank you for your kind words . Filming with Brutal Master has been a wonderful experience and I ’ m happy to speak or write about it for your readers .
Smitty : You are most certainly welcome . Most of us live out our fantasies inside our bedrooms . But you are different . You chose to move beyond . Could you please explain how or why you chose to perform for Brutal Master ?
Ruchami : I was drawn to Brutal Master ’ s manner of examining and enacting the forces of pain and power , and in him I found someone I could entrust with my safety , my survival , and thus my complete surrender . I think it ’ s more accurate to say that I surrender for Brutal Master than perform for him . What you see of me is unscripted , unrehearsed , and altogether unplanned , at least from my end . To the extent to which I have a plan , it ’ s to surrender to physical and psychological pain , past the point where I feel myself drawing power from it , to where I feel entirely overpowered by it , until , at last , I am
Darkside • Issue 49