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There were times when I felt like I was being judged as a performer. Now I see it as a beautiful energy exchange between myself and my fans. I’ve Grown Up. REFRESHED & REENERGIZED So, does success feel different at the age of 58? “Oh absolutely. Success scared me at 30. I always felt that life could be taken away and that I could never live up to what people wanted from me and that I was a fake and I didn’t deserve success. I just constantly felt that everything was going to fall apart or that success was going to seduce me into some sort of destruction. I was also an introvert in my younger years and ultimately I needed to teach myself how to be an extrovert in the necessary circumstances as a performer. There were times when I felt like I was being judged as a performer. Now I see it as a beautiful energy exchange between myself and my fans. I’ve grown up.” Cash also says being a parent has allowed her to see 30 North Dallas Living Well Magazine • Spring 2014 nearly everything about life differently. “You love them so much and you want to set up a good example for them,” she says. “You show up for them and in turn, you show up for yourself. It’s selfish if you don’t.” And while she may be a celebrity in an increasing celebrity-centric world, Cash remains busy being a rather down to earth woman doing down to earth things. “Let’s see…today I went to physical therapy, met a friend for lunch, picked up a prescription at the pharmacy for my husband and unloaded 75 emails from my inbox,” she says. “It sounds pretty normal if you ask me.” Yet, she says things can get a bit hectic when touring a new album, which she plans to do throughout 2014. “I’m out every year and it feels really good right now because I absolutely love playing the new songs,” she