CV NorthWest Dec 2013 | Page 35

Nicki & Sherry here…we are honored to spend a little personal time with Davey Suicide at The Hard Rock Hotel Nov 9th right before his show. I must say that personally, I was somewhat giddy at this opportunity…as I am a huge fan and had no idea what I was in for with this bigger than life figure… Nicki: We know you are originally from the East Coast and we have heard in the past that you’ve spoken of opportunities you may have slipped away in the past and we’d like to know a little about that. Davey Suicide: I’d pretty much started a tour with another band I’ve been together with for a while and one of the guys decided he didn’t want to tour anymore and just like that we had to cancel the tour two days before we left. It is was basically “I’ve done all I could do here”. I spoke with my dad he said it is pretty much your life and you have to do what you want to do. The next following week, I packed the minivan drove across country and didn’t know where I was going to live, didn’t know where I was going to work. I had some money in reserve that I saved and was going to kind of piece it together in when I got there. Basically, I thought “alright let’s figure this out.” journey so far. Davey: I think I’ve just learned that you have to be accountable for everything that you do. You can’t blame someone else for failing, you have to take a hard look in the mirror and just realize that you’re in control of everything that happens to you. I’ve known so many people since I’ve moved to Hollywood that just blame other band members or whoever for the reasons that they are not where they want to be, and the reasons they didn’t get there is probably because they did it wrong. So it made me realize what things I was doing wrong and helped me to work on changing that every single day. That’s a maturity I’ve come to know about myself. Nicki: What about the debut album Generation F*ck Star, do you think it’s a calling card, introduction of the band and you to the world and what do you think the message is the fans should take from it? Davey: Well, it isn’t like a single and that’s why I thought it would take everyone back of how the band is. This is the first song from it and it kind of sets the tone that we are in a time that what the idea of a star is has been so watered down, manufactured, and we have television shows that have people singing gloriNicki: What was the inspiration of your persona fied karaoke songs and stuff. The idea of what makes a change to “Davey Suicide” and the decision to pur- real gritty person that has actually lived through stuff sue it? and has actual stories to tell because they’ve had hardDavey: I think I’ve always been misrepresented to the ships and they’ve learned to communicate through public in general and I needed a reminder that I have always been in control of how things come out in the end, so I’ve always said unless I kill myself I’m going to get everything I want out of the world. I’ve always known that, it’s who I am now. Davey Suicide, that’s it; I am living the life and death of myself. Having that name is a reminder of that attitude. Nicki: Put your trust in Suicide, what is the true meaning? When you look at yourself in the mirror is that what you see? Davey: Yeah, it’s self-belief, confidence in myself. I think a lot of people try to pay homage to a supreme being, to something higher, or stuff like. Or when something happens the first thing they think of is God, but really you were doing all the practice, you were doing all the work, you did all the time...it wasn’t someone else that gave you’re the strength. You did that, so that’s what that’s about, really just trusting in yourself. Nicki: The rise of Davey Suicide really represents the rise of a man breaking free of some really tough circumstances at a young age and growing into yourself, tell us about the emotional and intellectual