CSM Game-Changer Issue with Cristiano Ronaldo 2019 BODY ISSUE - Lauren Flodquist | Page 72

CSM: This is your feature debut to be on Cen- ter Stage Magazine, what is the experience like when you are included in our roster for 2019’s Summer Body issue? BRITTANY: I feel extremely excited to be fea- tured in the summer body issue of CSM. The athletes and models that have been featured in this magazine are all top-notch, and for me to be considered on that level is both a blessing and gratifying. CSM: What do you think makes Center Stage Magazine stand-out or makes it unique in other publications around the globe? BRITTANY: I think what makes CSM stand out is not only the caliber of talent that it features, but the diversity as well. CSM: What are the duties and responsibilities that entail to your current profession or career? BRITTANY: Currently I work as a personal trainer. I do both in-person training sessions, as well as online training and nutrition programs. My job as a trainer is to help my clients become healthier versions of themselves, both physi- cally and mentally. I have a masters degree in counseling psychology, so I often incorporate mindfulness strategies in my training. I am seeking another job to put my degree to use as a licensed professional counselor at the moment. Even once I find that job, I still plan to do my in-person traning part-time and of course con- tinue working with online clients. CSM: This year’s bimonthly edition is about going for game-changing results in careers and individuality and inspiring people (being a bea- con of inspiration); describe how you defied your limits and exude confidence in your career and what did you do to push those boundaries. BRITTANY: Defying limits can be hard, wheth- er they are limits we have placed upon ourselves or limits that others have placed upon us. I am familiar with both instances, being blind. I have a genetic eye condition called Retinitis Pigmen- tosa (RP) that has caused me to lose my sight with age. Being blind and pursuing the fitness and modeling industry confuses some people, because it is an industry that focuses so much on physical appearances and what you see. People have asked me and people close to me, “Why does Brittany care about how she looks if she can’t even see?”. This is such an ignorant perception to have. Lack of sight doesn’t mean I have lack of feeling, lack of self-worth and confidence, or a lack of pride in how I look. I’m a blind woman living in a sighted world; even if I can’t completely see how I look, I can feel it and more over… a majority of the world can see me. I don’t want people to look at me and their first thought is “blindness”. I want people to look at me and see someone who is confi- dent, independent, strong, and has worked hard to achieve these things. I wasn’t always strong, confident, or independent. Partly because of the low expectations others had for me, and the other part because I believed them and placed limita- tions on myself. Inspiring people is a beautiful thing. I love hearing other people’s stories and connecting with them on that level. However, inspiring people is not why I do what I do. I do it for me. If people want to see me as an inspiration, that’s perfectly fine just as long as there is a level of respect that comes with that. I think for disabled people in general that’s all we really want; is to be treated equally and be re- spected. I personally care more about educating people rather than inspiring them. There is such a lack of positive and realistic representation of blind people and disabled people as a whole in the media. We are often portrayed as a charity case, comical relief, or something extreme like Dare Devil. There needs to be more exposure of blind people living their lives in order for the public to see and understand that it is re- spectable to be blind, and that blind people are more than capable of living normal and fulfill- ing lives. I am living proof of that, and I know plenty of other blind and disabled individuals doing the same. CSM: Being assertive and attentive is required for this profession. Have you ever made or encountered difficult decisions? How did you manage that? BRITTANY: In regards to competing as a body- builder, yes I have. I had to make the difficult de- cision to switch coaches after my first few NPC bikini competitions. I just wasn’t getting what I wanted and I knew I was capable of more and better. I had become really good friends with my coach at that time, so it was very difficult to make that switch. I knew that if I didn’t do it though, I would regret it and eventually prob- ably give up competing. Competing has given me a sense of empowerment that I had never felt before, so giving it up was the last thing I wanted to do. I sat down with my friend and explained to him face to face how I was feel- ing and what I was doing. He understood and wished me well. We are still friends, and I have improved by leaps and bounds with my new coach. This improvement led me to compete at the national level in late 2018, and I know that I will continue to grow and succeed. Competing in bodybuilding and modeling can both be very physically and mentally demanding, expensive, and at times selfish. When I say selfish, I mean you make sacrifices. Modeling and competing are not team activities; at the end of the day, it’s