CRUNCH! Magazine CRUNCH! Magazine - Issue 5 [Spring of 2018] (1) | Page 18

Untitled By Anonymous A ll my life, I’ve never really believed in a God, or a greater being. I’ve been an atheist, observing anything and everything from the eyes of science. I’ve spent my life looking at the little things, loving myself, enjoying my childhood. Doing everything everyone says I should be doing. I tried so hard to be the diamond in the rough, the hidden little gem among everyone else. I saw the stereotypical bookworm, a shy, insecure, girl with her arms wrapped around a book as if it were her lifeline; and I immediately wanted to be one. So I did. I read a couple books, and then a few more, laughed and cried over hundreds of pages of romances and adventure novels, fantasies and mysteries. I became addicted to these characters, their ways of life, and adapted myself to be like my fictional idols. Sophie always wears mismatched socks and shoes, wears sports tops with rainbow leggings? I guess I know what I’m wearing tomorrow. Jamie’s hair has a perfectly straight part right down the middle? That is now my new hairstyle for the rest of my life. But somewhere along the line, I found The Land of Stories series by Chris Colfer. I immediately fell in love with one of the main protagonists, Alex Bailey. She wore headbands, practically lived in the library, and had a knack for learning everything as quickly as she could. She took college courses in eighth grade, 14