“ Ahh,” as she has an ah-ha moment,“ I’ m added onto the list.”“ Onto what list?” I asked, legitimately confused at this point.“ You know exactly what I’ m talking about” she says.“ I just wanna know if I’ m right or not” she continued,“ If I am, it’ s not gonna change anything.”
I sit at my computer kind of shocked, but I’ m also kind of relaxing and letting the tension( created in my mind) ease itself away. At that point, the climax of the entire situation kind of drastically changed. There was nothing I had to hide anymore. Of course, for the rest of the night, we talked, even though I kind of felt awkward( as I normally feel when telling / admitting my feelings for someone). It was the first time in awhile, that I had actually admitted [ pretty strong ] feelings for anyone, let alone to a friend. I was glad I did though, and I’ d say our friendship has pretty much remained the same( a very good thing). Even as I kind of type this now, I kind of still feel the typical I’ ve got a“ crush” feeling.