“ Ahh ,” as she has an ah-ha moment , “ I ’ m added onto the list .” “ Onto what list ?” I asked , legitimately confused at this point . “ You know exactly what I ’ m talking about ” she says . “ I just wanna know if I ’ m right or not ” she continued , “ If I am , it ’ s not gonna change anything .”
I sit at my computer kind of shocked , but I ’ m also kind of relaxing and letting the tension ( created in my mind ) ease itself away . At that point , the climax of the entire situation kind of drastically changed . There was nothing I had to hide anymore . Of course , for the rest of the night , we talked , even though I kind of felt awkward ( as I normally feel when telling / admitting my feelings for someone ). It was the first time in awhile , that I had actually admitted [ pretty strong ] feelings for anyone , let alone to a friend . I was glad I did though , and I ’ d say our friendship has pretty much remained the same ( a very good thing ). Even as I kind of type this now , I kind of still feel the typical I ’ ve got a “ crush ” feeling .