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340 CAIRO TO DAMASCUS I BID THE PATRIARCH GOOD-BYE I COULD not leave this area without visiting the Church of the Holy Sepulchre. I found it blocked by a dozen guides in bizarre striped suits. They clawed me and fought among themselves for the privilege of guiding me through the holy Christian shrine. In disgust I looked up to heaven and said loudly: "God, what I'm about to say or do is no more sacrilegious than what is now before your church. If you tolerate these thieving hoodlums, then surely you will forgive me for my actions. , . ." With this I let loose a barrage of oaths in English, Turkish, Armenian, as well as French, Italian, and Arabic. Aiming a kick at the one nearest me, but missing him, I strode with righteous feeling into the shrine. Here I met an Armenian priest who guided me, and spoke to me in my tongue, and waited outside while I went and knelt at the Sepulchre of Christ, and prayed. Afterward, I went to the Armenian monastery before the gate closed for the night, to bid the Patriarch good-bye. I found him greatly relieved after the surrender, but worried as to how he would feed, clothe, and care for 3,800 hungry, homeless, mostly penniless Armenians. "God has brought our people safely thus far. He will see us through," I found myself telling the Patriarch. Then I asked for his blessing. The Patriarch placed his hand on my head and prayed long and earnestly. After he had finished on my behalf, I looked up. He was still praying. "Oh God, protect our people in these desperate days. Give them of Your strength, and of Your wisdom that they may survive, and not despair. . . ." With his eyes closed and the palms of his hands raised heavenward, and his long full beard, the Patriarch's sensitive face had taken on a deep mystic quality. . . . "Endow them with Your courage,