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Life in the Besieged City 267 with one's God. This was Terra Sancta—holy ground. God was here in all His glory. In this sanctuary I found beauty and calm such as I had not felt since Palm Sunday in the Armenian Church in Cairo. Whether I prayed formally or not, or what 1 said if I did pray, I do not recall. It is likely that I said nothing, for I was too deeply awed with His unmistakable presence to desecrate it with my words. Nor do I recall how long I remained thus, wondrously moved. It must have been a long time, because the chapel grew light as the sun climbed to its zenith, bathing the pews, altar, and the niche with the young Jesus in dazzling radiance and splendor. I walked out and found myself in a large garden. A Jewish woman was drawing her bucket from the well. I was jolted out of my peaceful trance by the thunderous sound of gunfire. I was in the "Holy City," being torn asunder on the holy day. In the garden I met another Terra Sancta priest. Two more came: handsome, youthful, vigorous men. They told me that the college had once had more than five hundred pupils, fifty of them Jewish; that it had been one of the leading institutions in the Middle East. Father Terrence Quehn was principal. On a later visit I photographed a shattered windowframe against which an Arab bomb had crashed obliquely, miraculously missing the interior. BEHIND THE BARRICADES WALKING down King George avenue I noticed that one of the deserted buildings had been occupied during the night. It was barricaded with sandbags. A youth in a woolen stockingcap was leaning from the roof. I shouted up at him. "Hello! I'm a neighbor from the Pantiles. May I visit you?" "Who are you?" "American correspondent." "Wait. We come down for you."