Companion Magazine for IBD Volume 1 | Page 27

For Kristin Williams, ulcerative colitis gave her a boost in the direction of her exercise dreams. She is a certified Pilates instructor and teaches classes, even though some days she isn’t feeling her best. “I’ve had to stay confident and tell myself that I can work through anything. When I got my certification, it felt like the biggest achievement. No one around me knew why, but getting that piece of paper was such a huge validation for overcoming my mental and physical every day struggles and becoming a fitness instructor, someone people look up to for being in great shape and good health.” Since being diagnosed in 2007, though difficult, Kristin has continued to keep her fast paced exercise routine. “I’ve been athletic my entire life; in fact, it was on the tennis court during a match that I really realized something was wrong pre-diagnosis. I ended up doubled over crying on the court and couldn’t go on with the match. Before that point, none of the symptoms I was just starting to experience had affected my ability to exercise. Since that diagnosis, I’ve realized how ridiculously important it is to exercise, because stress plays such a huge part in triggering my symptoms. Yes, there have been months where I’ve been so sick and bedridden that I couldn’t move -- but because of that, I’m so appreciative of when I CAN exercise, and I do.” On flare days it can be very nerve wracking to attempt any sort of exercise. Some suffer long periods of time in a flare but still do not want to lose sight of their personal fitness goals. “The downside to being in the middle of a 2 year long flare is that there are rarely good days. I have to take what I can get. A ‘good’ day for me is by no means a good day to a healthy person. I really make a point to go to my Pilates classes or do a routine on my own when I feel as if I can, because my days seem to be so much better when I can do that. I’ll go into a class feeling so uptight, and leave feeling completely relaxed. I know that’s so crucial for my insides! Plus, I’ve always liked being in shape, and anyone with IBD knows how important it is to feel as good as possible about yourself, because most days that’s just really hard to feel. People have seen me and said, ‘you look awesome! I would never think you’ve been through what you have.’ I’ll always take that as a huge compliment, because I work so hard,” said Kristin. On days, months, or years when you find yourself in a flare, you may find yourself wondering what exercises are safe and healthiest. “I absolutely love Pilates--since becoming a certified instructor, I have routines that I’ve actually written up that I can follow from the comfort of my own home, and I love that. It involves free weights, 26