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Talks ‘To The Bitch I Have Become-- --I Am Proud Of You’ Ohemartin Opens Up On Surviving As A Transgender In Ghana L ife really is short--- perhaps shorter than any of us would come close to admit and accept. We are always advised to make the most out of this life we have, even if the rest of the world is going to frown and cuss for the rest of their lives because of our decisions, after all, we are all born hard-wired to be selfish at a point. A young boy defied all odds that stared hard into his face to embrace the person he felt he intrinsically is. For Martin Hughes, life ought to be lived and lived to its very latter regardless of it all. At a tender age of 7, young Martin’s only predicament was just like any other child; waking up to go to school, living a stress free life--- playing with his fellow mates and getting his fingers and face dirty, albeit he felt there was something arguably not necessarily wrong with him but all was not entirely well with him either. “I caught myself in a role I didn’t want to play anymore at the age of 7. The vibe of the boys was 64 | Colossium . March 2020 High School was the trouble. That was stress. It was the real hard life because I went to a boys’ school. It was a hypocritical system. You have boys telling you stuff, proposing to you and all but in the eye of the public, they will be judging you. Written by: Miss Pyper annoying. I think it was toxic for me because I felt like a boy playing with girls”. Martin says he felt like a female living in a male’s body but his infantile mind did not allow him the luxury to process what really was happening to him until puberty. One can only imagine the many questions a young lad in his puberty could be conflicting and battling with when the feelings that comes with puberty alone can be unsettling. For young Martin, he could not talk to his mother about how he felt and notably, no friend was in on what he was feeling beyond his physical self. T hings turned rather dim for Martin when he went to Senior High School and as fate would have it, he landed himself in an all-male school. People would not readily talk about anything that has a tad bit of sexual tone attached so when it comes to sexuality and what others have chosen to do with their bodies to cum, the conversation simply is a