collective: Volume 1, Summer | Page 9

Eric Stiefel Writer | New York, NY Cathedral It’s easy to forget how still the air feels, looking up, the stone towers blocking out the sun. I would like to think that the light from the glass stains the air around it, but it doesn’t. Men sell posters and little figurines on the streets by the Seine. The colossus stretches itself over the river while the glass drains colors through its mouth. Sometimes I like to stand very still and curl my hands inside my pockets. I want to hear the organ howling like a brass throat. I want to feel a coarse light. None of the shadows moves when the bell rings. Nothing else holds its posture—not the trees on the street, the iron ground into the sidewalk, the birds with their horrible beaks. Bell Tower Black birds hang within the painted world watching from the bridge, the bell tower, still, not pecking at the slots between the apiaries. Rusted locks, blackberries ground into the turpentine and soil. Priscilla never lets her tears hit the ground, never let the dollmaker repaint his canvas. The birds watch like echoes. No one ever cleaned the hallways or the armoires, no one ever opened the frames. Priscilla thinks she hears the birds say follow the other ghosts. No one else haunts the marble or the resin, not without numbing from the hollow. The snow covers even the little scars beneath the paint.