Christian Review Magazine Issue 4 - April 2015 | Page 34

it’s not still hard at times. It also doesn’t mean that I can just sit back, do nothing and wait for healing to take over. I had to make steps and put in the effort, while walking through it with the Healer...the Maker.” Those very deliberate steps led him inside the Word of God like he had never been before. “I spent hours every day digging deeper,” he shares, “learning more about who God is and who I can be. I wanted it to be on my mind all the time.” He didn’t stop there. His prayer life began to shift. It became a conversation instead of just supplication; a necessity rather than an accessory. “There’s a moment in the Bible when Jesus prayed over someone who wasn’t fully healed, so He prayed for him again,” says Chris. “If Jesus had to pray twice for someone, I’m going to pray 2,000 times and keep asking and walking, knowing that He is healing me.” Step by step, Chris faithfully stayed the course, documenting his journey in the best way he knows how – in song. 90 of them, give or take. With each new encounter he had with his Maker, a new lyric or melody would often 34 > CHRISTIAN REVIEW MAGAZINE penetrate his heart and end up on a scratch tape. One of the new songs from the upcoming project emerged from Chris’s healing experience, “So many people think that God healing people was for 2,000 years ago when Jesus was here, but that’s the point of the birth, cross and resurrection,” he says. “He’s still here. He didn’t leave. He’s not still in the grave. He’s still moving and healing and restoring. The first step of that for me is believing it. You can’t receive it if you don’t believe it. I said, ‘Lord, I believe that you are still here and that you are still healing, and I want you to heal me.’” That same sense of forthrightness comes through on the song, “Drop Your Stone,” which deals with mistakes people have made and how easy it is for others to assume a posture of judgment over grace. In the song, August tells the story of a single mother on welfare, a man dealing with drug addiction and others often pushed to the perimeter of society. Asking the question, “Why are we so quick to judge?” he chooses not to dismiss what he says is still sin but reflects instead with lyrics like, I see their eyes lost and lonely looking back ... I remember when I used to look like