Chiiz Volume 02 : Maternity Photography | Page 20

Andaman Islands. I embarked on my first solo trip on 12th January 2015 and that day I realised how rudimentary my idea of the term ‘living’ had been ever since I gained consciousness, up until now. The minute we entered Andaman airspace, my sight shot out of the window. I held my breath and my world stopped. I fell in love, I fell in love with that place and it was the first time I ever realised that apart from people, one could fall sincerely in love with places too. That thought took few minutes to sink in my practical and pessimistic mind. Andaman welcomed a scared, skeptic, lost girl from Delhi, with a warmth of a mother and it ushered me with the sheer revelation of what it meant to be alive. Suddenly it dawned on me, all the beautiful texts, vivid imagery, stupendous stories that I ever saw and read about people’s travel tales, this was how they were revelling in the pure ecstasy of life all along. I was tripping on this newly found drug that my mind immediately registered and in turn pumped up my brain chemicals to bolster this escapade. In hindsight, those twelve days metamorphosed me into a better version of myself, like a new human update installed Raghav Khanna New Delhi, India by my processor. But now that I think of it, at what moment did it exactly happen? Was it a cumulative result of the series of events which unfolded with each passing moment of that journey? Did it happen on that evening when the freshly painted shamrock bench at the end of the pavement comforted me with the breathtaking view of the setting sun? Or did it happen during that refreshing afternoon I spent devouring delicious prawns under the sky with nothing but the sound of blowing wind creating a mesmerizing symphony for me to make my meal more enjoyable? I still don’t know. What I do know is that every street felt like home and every person familiar. I found myself in bits and pieces in the Islands I visited, the sunsets I enjoyed, the travellers I met, and the places I dusted with my footprints. I connected to every narrow passage and every passing picturesque scenery. I found solace under the generous shadow of ageing trees and met some beautiful souls along the way. It’s quite enthralling how a change in horizon in your sight can literally change the horizon of your perceived self, how a place can make you weak in your knees and wet your cheeks at the same time with a smile on your face, how you can have the most meaningful conversation with a stranger knowing very well that you too will share this intimate bond and then shoot off to completely opposite directions and most of all, it’s enthralling how these events gets imprinted on your soul, forever. Ever since then, I haven’t stopped. Even though I have travelled to many places, only a few of them being solo, I always carry that discovered solitude within my heart. I still see every new thing with the vision of a child and experience the same exhilaration on encountering beauty. I find peace being with myself, contemplating at natural and man-made marvels. I find contentment in getting lost and discovering unbeaten paths, off the map. Even if I’m not able to create a luxurious life for myself in the future, I’ll still be rich with my collected tales and experiences. My definition of ‘Travel’ has a spectrum that reaches far out to the limits of this world and myself. One word, which upon embracing, can set you on a path of self-discovery that’s going to alter your physical, spiritual, psychological, moral, and mental self. Are you willing to find your own meaning to it or are you going to wait for your ‘Push’ forever? Breathing Serenity Nikon D810 200mm F/2.8 1/500s ISO80