Cedar Sentinel 2013-2014 Issues January 2014: Volume 47 Issue 4 | Page 7

Kim FegaDOli Tosi It was a cold gray day, Well, that is when I left England. Now, I had arrived to a busy, starry, warm sky- Brazil. It had almost been two years since I had seen this sky, since I had been in Brazil. My mind was uncertain, how many things had changed? Had I changed? Still, my heart was just full of happiness to be there! Almost immediately, I looked out at the sky from outside the airport, looking diligently to find the star “Cruzeiro do Sul”, You see, this star shows the way to lost travellers and it can only be seen in the sky of my country, and there it was“ Good, at least that is still the same”. I let my mind reflect on that for a while. Well, alot had certainly changed, buildings I had never seen, people I had never known. AS I returned to the green hills of my home, the trees that grew tall around me, I felt so much pain, the pain to think that maybe I would never be back for good, and the pain to think that maybe I would never play with my brother in “mud-land” again for at least a while. My young dog (as I thought) now had white hairs growing and freckling her happy face, she was stiller now and didn’t move as much- but that didn’t stop her from running full blast to meet us when she heard our familiar call: “Foxy!!” - Foxy is getting old. She must be at least 10 by now! - No, she can’t be that old. I said, trying to make myself believe it. She could be 10, I’ll never know for sure since we rescued her from the streets and have no way of telling how old she is. The truth is I didn’t want her to be 10, because everyone knows that dogs don’t usually make it to more than 12,13 or 14 years, By her size, a vet concluded that for Foxy it would be 12. This story took place almost two years ago and I know that one day I will go back to Brazil and Foxy won’t be there to welcome me at the big green gate of my beloved farm, and that I will never again pat her smooth fur and say the words that al ݅