Cauldron Anthology Issue 3: Year 1 Collection Cauldron Anthology Year One Issue FINAL 1.17.18 | Page 62

i bet you knew now i do too Elisabeth Horan Goddamn, it was such a great day when i met you. you called my poems powerful and excellent. i’ve never been anything close to those god-like words and yet you gave them to me, so easily for free! i knocked, you let me in. called me over with my verbs in hand - so darn simple. Harder day happened when i wrote - you didn’t answer right away like i hoped. junking out the rust and the old carburetors leaking clotted oil in your brain. stuff so bad the recycling center calls hazmat when they see it dumped in the corner behind the dumpster that is your heart. A heart so big it pops regularly and the deflating helium makes a whine like tea ready between your ears and the light from the explosion of the aortic chamber is like one Yin of the strobe light - it has no brother of Yang to weigh it out so lopsided, it is - too bright, too white i hear you in the back room sweeping dust that isn’t there - i’ve done it making cobwebs for work to do - the easy work, of time, time spun of 7-legged spiders weary of the toil you set them to -