CastleGate Magazine August 2014 | Page 8

Please Feed the Muse By Author Elissa Daye Over the past five years, I’ve learned more about myself than I ever thought possible. It started with a dream, a small one which was to finish a book. That one took almost a decade to complete, but once it was the next few books flew past the block that held them captive for so long. The Land of the Shadows came first as a Nano story for National Novel Writing Month which is an event that happens every November through nanowrimo.org. I wrote that book in a month and was curious to see if I could do it again. In Flames followed quickly after and then so did In Rapture. I was on a roll, but then something happened that kept me from continuing the streak that had come so easily to me. LIFE. That’s right, life got in the way and when it did I forgot to feed my muse. It happens, right? Dishes, laundry, moving, having children, and juggling activities every day; it all adds up and you start to feel like the walls get a little closer together each day. The things you love to do get pushed aside until you have more energy to regroup. You forget how it feels to create something from scratch, like a divine inventor building a world from the bottom up. I never knew how much my sanity depended on me doing what I love. My muse, she sat on a shelf wrapped in a tiny box until I was ready to reward myself with her presence. And when I did, something else happened. I realized that putting her away, even for a short time felt like a punishment and that having her sit on my shoulder while I wrote was one of the best things I had ever let myself do. My whole world improved when I did, because letting her out was for me. Not anyone else. Just me. After realizing this, I decided to find ways to feed her. Muses do get hungry you know. They need the opportunity to grow, to change into something new with each passing hour. But to do this, I also had to acknowledge that finding time to write and setting my muse free was not the same thing. I needed activities to help inspire her. So I experimented. Here is what I came up with. Take a walk with your muse. I shut out the world around me, put my headphones on, and walk it out. Sometimes I just walk without a single thought in my head. Other times, as I’m walking story ideas pop into my head. Solutions to narrative problems seem to appear from nowhere. I also feel invigorated because I get exercise in the process. Two birds with one stone? I think so! Give it a try if you hit a road block with your muse. Smell the Roses Find time to explore the world around you. Get outside instead of being shut inside the concrete walls that we’ve built around ourselves. One day I was outside at a park and saw the way the branches butted together at the top of the trees and found myself comparing them to the way deer antlers must butt together when bucks fight for male dominance. Anything in nature can inspire you to create. At least it does for me. Play Play a game with your kids. It will keep you young. You may not have any grand story ideas, but you’ll be making memories and by doing so you will feel less guilty for taking time for yourself. You can play while writing too though. Play around with plot ideas, move things around, flip them upside down and turn them inside out. I’ve learned that even the quirkiest idea can attract avid readers. Sleep This one should be a no brainer, but you see I was pushing myself to the limit to finish chapters when I really should have been making a pact