CARIMAC Times 2016: The JREAM Edition Journalists Reviving Awareness of what Matters | Page 15

T wenty-seven-year-old Earl Lee can. Today, Lee is a resident of the United States of America, but his story began in a much different place. He lived in Jamaica for most of his life, but was forced to leave as an adult because he feared that misconceptions about his sexuality could lead to his harm. “I knew if I stayed in Jamaica, it wouldn’t have been a great growth process… Seeing all these documentaries and hearing stories of [perceived] homosexual individuals in Jamaica who have been killed… I didn’t want to become part of the statistics…” On his first day at an all-boys traditional high school in downtown Kingston, Lee was confronted by an older student while having lunch. He was sitting alone in a crowded lunch area, as he was not yet able to make friends. “Sissy, give me your money!” the physically larger third year student shouted at Lee. He refused and the student hit him in the face. The soft-spoken Lee sought the assistance of his older relatives; but instead of intervening, they insisted he learns to defend himself. “I was bawling my eyes out, and they told me I have to ‘man up’ and defend myself; they wouldn’t be able to defend me all the time,” Lee recalled, with a hint of bitterness in his voice. Lee felt he had no other option but to report the violent incident to his form teacher, who he said assisted him willingly. However, that incident was not his last brush with the ire of his peers as the days ahead were no easier. 11