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Facey alluded to the strong negativity and intolerance towards non-heterosexual characteristics that can be found in the Jamaican society. Learning outcomes His situation also highlighted another consequence of having an uncommon name; stymied performances in education. Researchers Thomas Busse and Louisa Seraydurim, in an early psychological study, found that, “Students with more socially desirable names have higher intelligence tests scores, as well as higher level of school achievements.” Similarly, another American study conducted by Crisp, Apostal and Luessenheide in 1983, concluded that: “Harvard College students with singular names were more likely to be dropped for unsatisfactory academic performance.” Despite this study being done almost three decades ago, Facey and Myles are living testaments to its findings. “I was getting a lot of low grades in every subject, because I never feel comfortable in my class, so I didn’t want to ask the teacher to go over something I didn’t understand,” Facey explained. Facey said he missed out on a lot of opportunities because he was too afraid to speak up and actively participate in class. “Because I was afraid of being mocked, I didn’t want to go to school. But whenever I [did] go, I would sit at the back and sleep, or I wouldn’t go any at all,” Facey explained. His goal of learning was unrealised. “Me never learn nothing a school y’know, and life get hard so now me haffi [have to] learn a trade so mi can help myself, so me fix bicycle and electronic device[s] like phone and radio,” he continued. Coming from a low-income background, a solid education was one tool Shetania Myles thought could help to her change her situation. But the path to success seemed clouded by her hatred of the school environment she was forced to embrace. “I was tired of the children. They would mock me, inside and outside of class, and their constant laughing would get me confused sometimes, so I didn’t really learn much.” She mentioned days when she wanted to hide away from school, but was uncertain of where to go, because she was fearful her mother would find out and punish her. “Have you ever been sick and tired of something? That’s how I was. There are days I would go to school and play by myself on the playing field, or I would just sleep in class because I wasn’t comfortable with the students. I was shy, so I never participated or asked questions,” Myles said. Name-game continues Today, Myles has to attend evening school to complete her education, so she can accomplish her dream of becoming a nurse. Deadranne Baston, a first-year student at the 133