CARIMAC Times 2016: The JREAM Edition Journalists Reviving Awareness of what Matters | Page 101

system, Burton found help in other aspects of her life while homeless, particularly from various agencies, clinics and centres — Food for the Poor, Open Arms, Poor Relief, JASL, J-FLAG, Red Cross, and Mona Baptist Church. Burton started going to the Mona Baptist Church when she officially came out, and said, despite their acknowledgement of her identity as “sin”, they have embraced her. “They respond very well… They never really tried to discriminate me. They tried to use scriptures that empower me, like ‘God loves you, you’re not different from anyone else’.” Burton said people are often surprised when she tells them she is a Christian, and she recalled one woman who scorned her as if she was not worthy of the title. One day, the elder woman became adamant. “She carried me down Boys’ Town, and at first I was so scared of starting school, because of where the school was located,” Burton said, “I was afraid, but she carried me in. She talked to the teachers ... And I started off then.” Burton studied food preparation and took her reports to her new provider, who continued supplying her with money. Over time Burton finished level one, level two, and to her own surprise, level three. “I said: ‘Oh my God, I have achieved something in life’, because I did not waste all that time sitting around,” she said, grinning, “I just went back to school and did something and this is what I got.” But, Burton said her friend never returned to their spot. “She called it sin, like me worse… But I have proven over the years that [God] has answered my prayers, because where I was coming from and where am I now, I can say, ‘Yes, He answered my prayers’.” “I would search the whole Jamaica to find that lady to tell her thanks, because, trust me, she made a difference in my life,” she said tearfully. Her greatest blessing came in her teenage years. Burton chuckled as she began telling the story of a woman she met who refused to give her money unless she started school. At first, Burton agreed to the woman’s request, but school was the last thing on her mind. Often, the woman visited the park where Burton slept, asking if she went to school. After gaining her certificate, Burton began volunteering. Later, she searched for employment, and found work at JASL, Red Cross, the National Council on Drug Abuse, among others. But the stigma of being transgender still followed her success. She recalled working at a private organisation and presenting as female, much to the chagrin of her co-workers and employer. “... I never planned to go down to no school and register. Every day I’d give her another story,” Burton said. “You know that you get call in office immediately, and the whole place get turn upside down. They want to tell you that, ‘I think we have to discontinue your service’, and they find all kind 97