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background, I had quite the control over the mindset of falling or failing and quickly getting back up. Once I completed the treatment, I had to go back for some more tests to see if there was any change to the tumor. The MRI showed minimal shrinkage to the tumor. My kids have been amazing throughout this journey of mine. Zoe and Joshua grew up quite fast, taking on responsibilities with the two little ones, Noah and Oli. I am so grateful for my family. At times, like this, you really find out who your true friends are. I cannot believe the outpouring of support I received. It was overwhelming but I will be forever grateful. Side effects that I’m still dealing with are almost complete loss of vision to my left eye as the tumor is pressed against my optic nerve. Nerve damage to the left side of my face. I constantly and consistently have sounded like I am congested but really, I’m not sick. My short-term memory and some long-term memory are not as sharp as they used to be. I am less patient and more irritable. I am not able to handle pressure and stress like I used to. However, after all this, I will say that I am a better person. I am stronger. I know who I am more than ever. I am more compassionate. I see a lot of things in a different light. I worry less about what others think of me. I live in the moment and am present. I do things now that I wouldn’t normally do. I take ownership of who I am and the actions that I take. Most importantly, I have found my life’s purpose. I now aspire to empower and inspire others to free themselves from their own limitations. I can teach them to discover and unleash the power they have within themselves that they didn’t know they had. children. The staff and Doctors at the hospital were phenomenal. The first time we went, Zoe, asked me…”Mommy, you do not look like those other patients.” During the entire time, and of course, after Dr.’s approval, I had started to train for the Popeye’s Fall Classic. I trained throughout the entire treatment. It made me feel good on the outside which made me feel stronger on the inside. I never adopted the “victim” mentality or mindset. I had always believed that everything happens for a reason and because of my coaching On November 3, I stepped out on stage at the Popeye’s Fall Classic at the River Rock Casino. I was honoured to be the recipient of the prestigious Status Fitness Magazine’s Most Inspirational Award. I live with my tumor and I accept it. It is part of me and I own it. I am proud to say that I am a single mom of four beautiful children and lead by example the way I would like for my children to be when faced with challenges. JULIANA.VALLEE.FITNESS ALISOHRAB.COM 33