BYM ONLINE DESK Blessing EmagazineDecember 2017 | Page 9

December 2017 'Vengeance is Mine, I will repay,' says the Lord...do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good” (Rom. 12:17-21). When we are hurt, we have only two choices: We can enter the hurt in our heart's ledger and plan to get revenge. We are amazingly creative at how we collect our debts. We might withdraw from the relationship, criticize or slander the one who hurt us, erupt in anger, plot ways to hurt them or ruin their reputation, attempt to thwart their success, question their motives, ignore them, spread rumors our options are endless. We can even put a mask on our revenge with a closed mouth and pious smile. If our heart is angry though, we have already murdered our enemy (Mat 5:21-22). The irony of record-keeping and revenge- seeking is that we end up hurting ourselves more than the one we hold liable. A vengeful attitude aborts the development of Christ-like character, shackles us with chains of bitterness and anger, and can ultimately destroy our lives. Furthermore, it can cause God to “stand down” from disciplining and correcting those who hurt us. When we attempt to seek our own justice, we may obstruct God's. God does not need vigilantes. Forgiveness is not an act of our emotions, but a choice of our will. Just as a merchant can cancel a debt from his ledger, you can erase every debt you are holding against those who have wronged you...regardless of how you feel. Essentially, forgiveness is an act of faith. When we choose to abandon the role of judge, jury, and executioner, we are acknowledging that God is sufficient to handle those who have hurt us. We transfer all collection rights to Him. The case is no longer in our hands, but entirely in His. If we choose this Biblical path, we will never be disappointed. God is good enough, just enough, and wise enough to deal with our offender in the proper manner. He always does it right! We seldom do. To your amazement, you may discover God's name recorded in your ledger. Are you angry with Him over some injustice done to you? A good indicator would be to check your proximity to Him. Have you withdrawn from His fellowship? If so, it may be because you have wrongly concluded that He is not to be trusted. God could have prevented the hurt from coming your way, but for whatever reason He did not. Now He may be the one toward whom your bitterness is aimed. As you release your debts, you must fully repent of what you are holding in your heart against God. As you review the ledger-book in your heart, what names are entered there? Perhaps there is one that appears many times, with several documented offenses. Their debt to you is great. How long do you plan to hold them in contempt?...Until they die?...Until you die? Will you, by a choice of your will and as an act of faith, release every debt in your heart? 4. Ask God to fill your heart with His purifying love We are clearly commanded to love everyone, even our enemies (Mat 5:38-48). You may think this is impossible, and it would be if God were not involved. If you have come into a genuine relationship with God through faith in Christ, the |PAGE 9|