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and heartwarming. People didn’t call for the reward; they called to say they’d seen a black cat on a certain street or behind a house in their neighborhood. They also called to see if Suzy had been found. There were many cat lovers calling and following the weekly search. I wondered what Suzy was doing. Was she looking for us too? How was she getting food? How did she manage to keep from freezing in the frigid weather, especially at night? I felt frustrated by my inability to help with the search. As I sat in a warm house with plenty to eat, I recalled how Suzy exhibited a caring attitude toward our family and how I came to be the recipient of this special attentiveness at a time when I truly needed a little extra TLC. In the spring of that year, I had surgery that required several months of recovery. I would spend almost all day out on our balcony enjoying the pleasant weather. Suzy would follow me and sit either in my lap or at my feet. If she left for a “break” and I took one too, without her seeing me leave, I would hear her pitiful cry as she searched the house for me. Her meowing sounded very worried, as if she’d lost one of her kittens. When I would answer to let her know my location, she would run to where I was and then seem to settle down happily. lovers who had phoned, we realized Suzy had been wandering the housing area for food and shelter but would return each day to wait under the bridge for us. Simon and I drove to pick up Chris and Suzy at my parents. Thankfully, Suzy was just a little thin, but she seemed to have suffered mentally. In fact, she acted so different we wondered if we had the right cat. Before, Suzy had always maintained a sweet expression on her tranquil feline face, her eyes open wide and trusting. The cat we brought home was wild looking and hissed angrily when held. From my counselor training, I recognized the symptoms of emotional trauma. I told Simon and Chris that we had to give Suzy intensive loving treatment to break through the anger and hurt she felt. We all took turns picking her up constantly, ignoring the hissing when Simon or I held her, and cradled her in our arms. We would hold her and say, “Suzy, we’re so sorry we left you. We didn’t know you were waiting for us.” After three days, she appeared to forgive us and went back to acting like her old self. Some people say cats can’t love. But, in my opinion, if a cat can suffer hurt and anger like our Suzy, then these emotions came from the love she felt in the first place and her thinking she was loved no more. Rain slashed against the window near me, jarring my thoughts. My mind returned to the special need that now surrounded our sweet Suzy. I had just gotten off the phone with Chris and could hear the disappointment in her voice. Another day passed with the hunting party feeling as though they were but one step from the elusive Suzy. The days passed slowly. Finally, several weeks after we had returned home, we received a joyous call from Chris. A ten-year-old boy had thought to look under the bridge where the accident occurred. Suzy was curled up . . . waiting. She had been missing three weeks. Piecing together all the information from the concerned cat www.myranour.net Myra is a published author with Ellora’s Cave & New Concepts Publishing. She is also CEO and co-owner of BTS, including BTS Book Reviews emag, btsemag.com, and booktrailershowcase. com. She is enjoying her new job, directing the magazine and promotions to help authors promote their works. December 2013 | 19