BIKERS CLUB JANUARY 2020 ISSUE | Page 11

ISSUE 01 | JANUARY 2020 WHEN ALL THE DOORS ARE CLOSED, ONE GETS OPEN. Riding is a self-demanding sport; not only you need to be fit physically but also mentally too. I went through a lot in that year after my crash. I spent a lot of time in introspection and struggle during these time, and whenever I used to close my eyes, I could see only one picture that me riding bike and doing stunts, nothing else, my heart was telling me loud and clear that I was born to ride, and this is where I belong. I was physically weak and mentally not very stable and then one day when I was sitting in front of my bike and suddenly my inner voice said: "GET UP ANAM, YOU CAN'T JUST GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAM, YOU ARE AN ATHLETE, JUST FIGHT BACK." I got up, sat on my bike, kicked started it, and said to myself, "YES, ANAM YOU CAN DO IT." I had lost a lot of weights and came down to 36 kg, could not able to hold a bike properly, but still, I started practicing. Many people started making fun of me. They tried to pull me down, but I decided it's "NOW OR NEVER," slowly again, I picked up my rhythm and confidence. On one side, I was utterly broke without family support, and on the other side, I was struggling to get my health and mind in sync. There were the times when I went utterly penniless; I had to leave my rented apartment, but as we all know, "WHEN EVERY DOOR ARE CLOSED, ONE GETS OPEN." My best friend "SHRADDHA," whom I didn't know then came as an angle, took me at her home and kept me for almost a month, made me comfortable like a family. I was trying hard to get back on events and shows for survival, and that's when an opportunity knocked at my door. BIKERS CLUB ® | MAGAZINE | PAGE 11 TVS was searching for a female rider, who can ride to the Himalayas - Spiti-Ladakh for them on their Scooty. Spiti-Ladakh and Khardungla are every riders' dream, and I was no exception, and fortunately, I got the chance to ride on their Scooty to the Himalayas. I just took it up because of my dream to ride on Spiti-Ladakh, which was sponsored, and I was getting decent money too. I wanted to get away and break through my mental trauma, which I was going through, and nothing could have been better than this ride at that time. I WAS REJUVENATED AND FELT A REBELLIOUS FREEDOM IN ME When I enrolled for TVS Scooty 110cc Himalaya ride, I didn't know then that my life would change completely; I just wanted to break through and earn some money. I was riding TVS Scooty 110cc all alone amid mountains, rivers, and the heavens beauty for 18 days and about 2150 km. It was so rejuvenating that I forgot all my problems and struggles while riding. I thank my heart for guiding me to take up this ride, which made me explore not the only Himalayas but also myself. It was the best 18 days of my life till now, because for the first time, I got an opportunity to talk to my inner-self by doing what I was born to do, and because it was a sponsored ride, so I was carefree and submerged with my soul. It was not just only me who was talking to myself, but I felt a strong connection with Himalaya. My entire ride was documented and recorded by TVS, which reported in the India Books of Records too. I felt rebellious freedom in me not out of wanting to prove but out of gratitude to almighty. Peace cannot be found or bought, but it is within you, and you have to feel it, and when you are enlightened with it, you become much more clear what you want to do in life and why you are born!