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4 She remembered his disgusting touches, which made shivers running through her body even worse.. Maybe she deserved this.. Maybe there was something wrong about her.. There must be something wrong in her after all to attract all this bad luck.. Her body trembled again while she started feeling pity for herself.. She remembered when she was an innocent child, just like that blond little girl who was smiling at her minutes ago.. A dear child that her parents wanted nothing but her happiness.. What took her story in such a bad twist then..? After few minutes and some lost blood, her conscious started drifting away along with her soul.. Was that what "Veronica" felt in the novel: ("veronica" decides to die) after she finished swallowing her sleeping pills box..? She shall know shortly.. Was the short period left in her life enough for her to know the meaning of her presence from the first place..? Why was she created at all..? Too much existential questions sweetie.. You don't have enough charge in your soul battery to answer any of this unfortunately.. Anyway no need to even try because you are supposed to deliver your soul in few minutes to know the results of your test, though you know you are far as possible from the passing degree.. The thread of blood running underneath her caught her attention for few moments.. She felt no more grudge, anger, or hatred towards anybody.. She felt nothing anymore mostly.. Just a tiny feeling of sympathy towards herself.. She took another look at the thread of blood that made its way in between the Ceramic slaps as if it knew it's direction.. She took a dizzy look at the walls around her, then listened to the voices sneaking from beneath the door..