very long time do not get the guy or the
girl. The world is an unfair, painful place.
for I shall already have
forgotten you."
The way I see it, I got three choices.
One, I can keep on loving you like a fool.
Two, I can make your life miserable
as hell..the way you made mine. Or
three, I leave you. However, as Lon
said, "Well, all that's no good. You see,
'cause none of those options get me
you." You probably will never read this or
know of this writing's existence, which
is the exact reason I'm writing this. You
shattered every piece of self-esteem I
had and blew out the fire in every spark
that lived inside my heart, but I kept
one thing for myself. Nobody never
knew I loved you. Perhaps you or others
suspected it, but I held myself from
confessing and losing the only lasting
pride of mine.
Discription about the Amour
Lee Jin Woo
Visual Art
연애에 대한 묘사
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시각 예술
(from Pablo Neruda's poem "If
You Forget Me")
If only quit loving someone, if
only erasing someone were as
easy as that...
Truly, I will be fine, or so I
hope. Good-bye, for real.
Yours friend,
Jiin
Hoping this works, Reparo.
Episkey. Heal my broken heart.
This is who I am--I'm an idiot who tries
so hard to stop loving you yet fails each
time. I'm a cowardly girl who uses
writing to escape from reality. I'm a fickle
person who will probably start loving you
again right after finishing this piece, but
for now, even for a while, farewell. It has
been hurtful loving you.
"Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
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