Bedarchei HaTorah Winter 2020 | Page 36

WITHIN THE WALLS HaRav Baruch Mordechai Ezrachi, shlita Rosh Yeshivas Ateres Yisroel, Yerushalayim My dear young brothers: I wish to share with you a sod, a secret. I am sure that every one of you sincerely desires to become an adam gadol, which requires amassing a great amount of Torah knowledge. I will tell you how to become a gadol in Torah, in feeling a sense of achrayus for the Klal, in matters bein adam l’Makom and in matters bein adam lachaveiro. I will tell you and you will wonder why I referred to this as a “sod.” T he answer can be summed up in one word: ratzon, desire, as Chazal state: Bederech sheadam rotzeh leileich molichin oso, in the way that a person seeks to go, in that way does Shamayim lead him. People tend not to believe in themselves. They have no idea of the treasure house of hidden poten- tial that Hashem has instilled within them. I would like to relate a story in which I was per- sonally involved. 34 BEDARCHEI HATORAH WINTER 5780/2020 It happened when I was a young bachur just past bar mitzvah, learning in the Chevron Yeshiva. One day, I was standing with a friend outside the yeshiva building when a stranger arrived. He appeared to be in his 20s, and was wearing knickers and a beret, and carried a backpack. The man asked the two of us how one gains admittance to the yeshiva. While it seemed like a strange request, we directed him to the office of the mashgiach ruchani, Harav Meir Chodosh, zt”l.