Bead Chat Magazine Spring 2015 | Page 9

ing. For me, it was as if a new energy in me had burst onto the stage and auditioned for a lead role. Years later, I was able to say that my left brain finally met my right brain. I was also able to say that, if I’d only known at eighteen what I knew at fiftyseven, I would have gone to art school. The creative journey had seized me and shaken me with the same delight my sweet dog shakes her favorite toy. Oh, I continued in my counseling practice, where I am to this day, although now very much part-time. But then my creative impulse broke wide open with ideas for how to put these beads with that set, and make something beautiful. I had so many glorious ideas. I should also say here that it’s always been part of my life to create beauty. I’ve always cre- ated gardens wherever I lived, nurtured and expanded them, and encouraged others to garden through dividing plants from my own beds. My homes are always warm, colorful, welcoming places. Beauty is an old and dear friend. But, this time, I was full of her, and spilling over. I couldn’t make new pieces fast enough. What I didn’t fully understand was that this was my practice stage, my apprenticeship, my early, fumbling attempts to design and create jewelry. That understanding would only come later, and with some humility, when I looked up from my own efforts to see how exquisite the work of other designers actually was. I encouraged myself to be honest and acknowledge the limits of my skills while I simultaneously strove to move beyond them. What I did do, much to my Shop at wildwomanbeads creativebeadchat.com