‘I still found myself becoming ultimately bored’
Before coming to this series I would say I had a lot of challenges. I am still facing challenges up
to this point but they may be a bit more manageable than before. I had done a lot of concepts
based on things to which I was attracted. Even though I was working with certain themes I liked,
I still found myself becoming ultimately bored. The work never seemed interesting enough and
I felt I needed to become more connected with my work. I realized that theproblem was that
those previous pieces were done by me but they were not of me.
My main difficulty started when I was trying too hard to finalize a solid concept. I was so concerned with trying to find concepts with deep intellectual meaning that it became forced and
it slowed down my process. Unfortunately I suffered many mental blocks so eventually everything ceased.
‘I
want
to create
atertnate reality;
my hybrids within my own
universe.’