mYN jwxdw hW ik ies ikqwb dw ieh cYptr quhwnUM psµd nhIN Aweygw, ikauNik sµGrS izAwdwqr lokW nUM psµd nhIN AwauNdw [ auh sµGrS nUM rukwvt smJdy hn [ ieQoN q`k ik ipCly jnm dy iksy pwp dw Pl smJdy hn [ qusIN kI smJdy ho, mYN nhIN jwxdw [ pr mYN quhwnUM ies qoN zrUr jwxU krvwauxw cwhuµdw hW ik jykr qusIN vI Aijhw smJ rhy ho, qW qusIN auhnW lokW ’c Swiml nhIN ho, ijhVy iesnUM nhIN smJdy hn [ myrI koiSS iehI hovygI ik mYN ies bwry quhwfI smJ nUM shI kr skW, bSrqy ik qusIN glq smJ rhy ho [
kI ibnw nmk dy dwl suAwdlI lgdI hY? ieQoN q`k ik kI nmkIn ibnw qusIN bµgwlI rsgu`ilAW dw mzw lY skdy ho ? ho skdw hY ik qusIN bµgwlI rsgu`ilAW dy SOkIn hovo Aqy quhwnUM nmkIn dy ibnw vI aus ’c mzw AwauNdw hovy [ pr ieµnw zrUr hY ik jykr quhwnMU ies nwl nmkIn vI dy id`qw jwvy, qW quhwfw mzw vD jweygw [ sµGrS hor kuJ nhIN ‘tyst Aw& lweIP’ hY[ ieh swfy jIvn dw svwd hY[ jykr ieh nhIN, qW jIvn qW hY pr jIvn dw svwd nhIN rih jWdw [ ies leI qW ikhw igAw hY ik dyvqw jdoN svrg dy su`KW qoN aukqw jWdy hn, qW r`b nUM Ardws krdy hn ik mYnUM DrqI ’qy Byj idau, qWik mYN jIvn dw s`cw svwd lY skW [
im`qro, jykr qusIN sµGrS qoN frdy ho, qW mYnUM quhwnUM ieh kihx dI iejwjq lYxI hovygI ik sPlqw nUM vI quhwfy qoN frnw cwhIdw hY[ im`qro, jykr qusIN sµGrS qoN A`KW curwauNdy ho, qW mYnUM ieh kihx dI iejwjq idau ik iek Tos ivAkqIqv nUM vI quhwfy qoN A`KW curwauxIAw cwhIdIAW hn [ im`qro, jykr sµGrS nwl quhwfI dosqI nhIN hY qW mYnUM ieh kihx dI iejwjq idau ik su`K dI vI quhwfy nwl dosqI nhIN hoxI cwhIdI [ Swied qusIN smJ gey hovogy ik mYN kihxw kI cwh irhw hW [ kI qusIN kdy GuimAwr nUM GVw bxwauNdy hoey dyiKAw hY? kI qusIN kdy mzdUrW nUM ie`tW PVwauNdy vyiKAw hY? jykr qusIN Sihr ’c rih rhy hovogy, qW quhwfw jvwb hovygw ‘nhIN’ [ pr jykr myrI ieh ikqwb iksy Aijhy ivAkqI dy h`QW ’c hY ijsdy mzbUq Aqy sWvly h`QW ny ipµf dI im`tI nUM GoilAw hY qW ausdw au`qr hovygw ‘hW’ [ ku`ty ibnw GuimAwr im`tI nUM GVy dw rUp nhIN dy skdw [ A`g dI B`TI ’c jlwey ibnw auh ie`t mihz im`tI dw flw bx ky rih jwvygI ik zrw ijhw pwxI ipAw nhIN ik auh glx l`gygI [
cµgw iek g`l d`so [ jykr mYN quhwnUM pu`Cw ik qusIN rwjkumwr bxnw cwhogy jW idhwVI mzdUr, qW quhwfw jvwb kI hovygw ? jdoN iehI svwl mYN klws ’c pu`iCAw sI, qW n`by pRqISq ividAwrQIAW ny ikhw sI mzdUr, bwvjUd iesdy ik swry jwxdy sn ik auhnW nUM rwjkumwr bxnw psµd hY[ auhnW lokW ny JUT boilAw sI [ ikauN ieh JUT auhnW ny mYѓ KuS krn leI boilAw sI, ies leI mYN auhnW nUM mw& kr id`qw [ pr d`s vI id`qw ik qusIN swry swP-swP JUT bol rhy ho [ iPr mYN auhnW nUM smJwieAw ik s`c qW ieh hY myry ipAwry ividAwrQIE ik cwhy qusIN rwjkumwr bxnw cwho jW mzdUr, imhnq dohW ’c krnI pYNdI hY Aqy iksy ’c vI G`t nhIN krnI pYNdI [ jykr qusIN ieh soc rhy hovogy ik rwjkumwr bx ky Arwm krogy, qW qusIN glq&ihmI ’c ho [ swfy pRwcIn rwjkumwrW nUM is`iKAw leI jµgl dy AwSrmW ’c ByijAw jWdw sI [ ieQy auhnW qoN ausy qrHW SrIrk ikrq krweI jWdI sI, ijvyN ik iksy mzdUr dy pu`qr qoN krweI jWdI sI [ Du`p Aqy mINh ’c nµgy ipµfy auhnW nUM AkwS hyT KVy r`K ky auhnW dy SrIr nUM ies lwiek bxwieAw jWdw sI ik auh Xu`D-BUmI ’c Du`p Aqy mINh nUM J`l skx [ jdoN auh Awpxy rwj ’c prqdy sn, qd AwpxI izµdgI dw ruJyvW lgwqwr ikrq krdy rihx dw ruJyvW huµdw sI [ qusIN auhnW dy iJlimlwauNdy hoey kpiVAW, isr ’qy rKy sony dy mukt Aqy gly ’c ltkdI hIirAW dI mwlw nUM dyK ky ieh smJx dI Bu`l kdy nw kro ik ieh SKs ikµny AYSo-Awrwm nwl rih irhw hovygw [ hW, AYSo-Arwm nwl nwl jI irhw hY bSrqy ik qusIN ies s`cweI nUM svIkwr kr lau ik sµGrS krn ’c hI AYSo-Arwm hY nw ik isµGwsn ’qy cupcwp bih ky iKVkI qoN idKweI dyx vwly AkwS nUM q`kx ’c [ Aqy nw hI AYSo-Arwm hY Kwx-pIx, n`cx-gwaux ’c msq rihx ’c [ ijhnW ny Aijhw kIqw, auh smyN qoN bhuq pihlW Kqm ho gey [ jo sµGrS nhIN krygw, auh bhuq pihlW Kqm ho jweygw [
BwvyN ieh sI qW pihlW vI, pr pihlW bhuq G`t sI [ kdy-kdweI hI ies qrHW dIAW g`lW suxn ’c AwauNdIAW sI ik auh ifprYSn dw iSkwr hY[ mYN Xwd nhIN Aw irhw hY ik mYN AwpxI Xµg aumr ’c kdy ieh suixAw hovy ik aus Xµg lVky jW lVkI ny Awqmh`iqAw kr leI[ qusIN ies ifprYSn Aqy Awqmh`iqAw dw mu`K kwrn kI smJdy ho? ho skdw hY ik quhwfy au`qr Aqy myry au`qr ’c &rk hovy [ quhwfw au`qr qusIN jwxo, pr myrw au`qr ieh hY ik Aijhy lokW dw ivAkqIqv byhd kmzor ho jWdw hY Aqy ivAkqIqv kmzor ies leI ho jWdw hY ikauNik iehnW lokW ny kdy sµGrS kIqw hI nhIN [ zrw ijhw pypr kI ^rwb ho igAw ik ifprYSn ’c cly gey [ ieµtrivaU ’c islYkSn nhIN hoeI, qW ifprYSn ’c Aw gey [ bwpU ny fWt id`qw jW brWfyf Srt nhIN idvweI jW jybH Krc nhIN vDwieAw, qW KudkuSI kr leI [ ipAwr ’c AsPl rhy, qW sµswr C`fx dw PYslw kr ilAw [ Gr dw QoVw ijhw kµm krn leI kih id`qw igAw, qW icV Awaux l`gI [ pVHweI dw boJ QoVw ijhw v`D igAw, qW Gbrwht hox l`gI [ QoVI grmI v`D ho geI qW r`b nUM kosx l`gy [ pypr Krwb hox dw doS ielYktRIistI borf ’qy pw rhy ho, jo ibjlI dI splweI TIk qrHW nhIN kr irhw hY ijs kwrn rwq nUM pVH nhIN sky, Awid-Awid [ s`c d`so ik kI quhwnUM nhIN l`gdw ik ieh swrIAW
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